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SICK THE WEEK BEFORE CON!!?? + Creepers.
Nov. 16th, 2009 | 05:18 pm
mood: 
sick
I am sick. It started at 4 am Sunday morning. I couldn't stop sneezing so I woke up and took a pill to help me but it never stopped ALL of Sunday all I could was sneeze. Sometimes I would need 6 times in a row! I really felt light-headed and like I was going to past out at those points. I have taken a stronger pill since then but my it hurts really bad when I cough, I can't breathe threw my nose or taste my food. My skull feels like it's cracking it hurts so much and all this light is driving me fucking insane.
Ugh. I don't have the energy to finish my cosplays and stuff I needed to do and I can't find my Sociology text book to study for the test tomorrow. I am hoping it's in the truck.
Besides being sick today was really fun. The internet was down so Laura and I had fun with Cheeko. It was awesome. I got to touch the new girl's boobs (I sound like a creeper but she grabbed my hand and placed them there!) it was really random. I don't remember what we were talking about. But apparently the older guy tripped her on purpose and caught her and grabbed and squeezed her breast. I noticed at one point she had gone from friendly to really defensive but didn't know why til I read her FB status. Not cool :/.
This same guy messaged my on FB regarding a status I had posted a few minutes ago about wanting to go to the lolita meet-up in Greensboro. He wants to come and stare at cute girls....wtf. Or get people I never met to go with me since I mentioned not wanting to go to the meet-up alone. There is no way in hell I am accepting.
I feel so miserable. Please shoot me now.
Ugh. I don't have the energy to finish my cosplays and stuff I needed to do and I can't find my Sociology text book to study for the test tomorrow. I am hoping it's in the truck.
Besides being sick today was really fun. The internet was down so Laura and I had fun with Cheeko. It was awesome. I got to touch the new girl's boobs (I sound like a creeper but she grabbed my hand and placed them there!) it was really random. I don't remember what we were talking about. But apparently the older guy tripped her on purpose and caught her and grabbed and squeezed her breast. I noticed at one point she had gone from friendly to really defensive but didn't know why til I read her FB status. Not cool :/.
This same guy messaged my on FB regarding a status I had posted a few minutes ago about wanting to go to the lolita meet-up in Greensboro. He wants to come and stare at cute girls....wtf. Or get people I never met to go with me since I mentioned not wanting to go to the meet-up alone. There is no way in hell I am accepting.
I feel so miserable. Please shoot me now.
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AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 06:45 pm
mood: 
bouncy
I miiight get to see Elijah early next week!
I remembered he doesn't have class on thursday so I asked him if he'd be willing to come to North Carolina with my dad that night, sleep over and we all drive to VA together in the morning and he said yes!. I asked mom but dad had gone to bed before I could ask but I am sure he'll say yes. Otherwise Elijah will have to take the bus and train alone and he doesn't know how to get to the hotel alone. And I need extra hands to help me carry my Blair's wig and hat so it works out for both of us!
I'm so excited!! >w<
I practically finished my lolita outfit today. It's inspired by Angelic Pretty's Bunny Pocket's JSK. The only thing I have to do is finish Elijah's tie (I am too tired to sew anything atm so it's just sitting there half finished on my machine. But everything else is done. I still have to finish Miku and Blair too but both are half finished (Blair is missing buttons on the hat and diamonds on the dress and Miku's wig needs to be hot water treated and have the ribbons tied to it.
But for now I am tired and am going to bed.
I can't wait to see hiiiiiiiiiiiiim >w< it's been too long!
I remembered he doesn't have class on thursday so I asked him if he'd be willing to come to North Carolina with my dad that night, sleep over and we all drive to VA together in the morning and he said yes!. I asked mom but dad had gone to bed before I could ask but I am sure he'll say yes. Otherwise Elijah will have to take the bus and train alone and he doesn't know how to get to the hotel alone. And I need extra hands to help me carry my Blair's wig and hat so it works out for both of us!
I'm so excited!! >w<
I practically finished my lolita outfit today. It's inspired by Angelic Pretty's Bunny Pocket's JSK. The only thing I have to do is finish Elijah's tie (I am too tired to sew anything atm so it's just sitting there half finished on my machine. But everything else is done. I still have to finish Miku and Blair too but both are half finished (Blair is missing buttons on the hat and diamonds on the dress and Miku's wig needs to be hot water treated and have the ribbons tied to it.
But for now I am tired and am going to bed.
I can't wait to see hiiiiiiiiiiiiim >w< it's been too long!
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I'm caught in a bad romance
Nov. 13th, 2009 | 02:24 pm
mood: 
cheerful
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
No not really. I am just addicted to this song atm.
Art show was today! they called for us to come but I was too nervous to go ;A; the other graphic design students sort of scare me so I never hang out with them. I guess it's because no one smiles. In "Asian Pop Culture Club" people smile at me so I know they are friendly ;w;.
Today I almost learned to play Yu Gi Oh. Nick kept getting distracted and didn't want tot play anymore so I took over but because I don't know how to play Andy did all the work and I just held the cards lol fail. Also I discovered the "drama" half of the room. Geezh they are so dramatic. I am sure there is good reason but I am so tired of people running out the room crying or telling people now isn't the time because someone is crying and should just leave the room. Ugh. And Colleen thinks I am so sweet and don't bitch about anyone lol she'd love my LJ.
This week (besides finding out AJ is leaving) was awesome! Nelson his lesbian friend and I called "Mr.Pretty Eyes" at home and just started staying random stuff to him on the phone. It was awesome. I laughed so hard I cried. He didn't know I was there so when I said " HI MR. PRETTY EYES!" he started cussing really loud and screaming "NO NOT YOU!". At one point I just started singing the lyrics to the apple bottom jeans song (yeah I don't know the title lol.) Nelson had to feed me most of the lines since I only knew the first two. Apparently he was "trying to get laid" and asked us if we would stop calling him but at the same time he told me he couldn't hang up on me even though a few times he did XD. Bitch.
Anime USA is next week! I found out that Justin A.K.A the guy that booked our room can't make it anymore. Meaning it's only me and Elijah in a room together (ooh la la). Kathy can't make it anymore either :C so now I am only thinking about cosplaying on friday and wearing lolita for saturday (and miku). I really have no other plans. I wanted to go to the Kaya concert but I have to magically get a badge for Elijah and I doubt anyone will let me steal theirs for until the concert is over :<. I need to remember to print out my papers so I can get my badge. I will be packing everything on sunday that is finished. I can't believe it's next weekend and I STILL don't have Miku even started yet. Ugh. I shouldn't be posting I should be sewing!
Oh and I dyed my hair :)
It was actually a huge mistake (the lady sold me the wrong developer!, mom works for the company so we can't get my money back) and I don't know if I like it yet or not but meh. If I dare complain about it even the slightest bit mom will flip on me about how she is right so I will just nod and say I like it. I didn't like my blonde hair that much either it took a few days for me to get use to it. I'll post photos but the ones I took suck. I only have lamps for light so it looks weird.
Art show was today! they called for us to come but I was too nervous to go ;A; the other graphic design students sort of scare me so I never hang out with them. I guess it's because no one smiles. In "Asian Pop Culture Club" people smile at me so I know they are friendly ;w;.
Today I almost learned to play Yu Gi Oh. Nick kept getting distracted and didn't want tot play anymore so I took over but because I don't know how to play Andy did all the work and I just held the cards lol fail. Also I discovered the "drama" half of the room. Geezh they are so dramatic. I am sure there is good reason but I am so tired of people running out the room crying or telling people now isn't the time because someone is crying and should just leave the room. Ugh. And Colleen thinks I am so sweet and don't bitch about anyone lol she'd love my LJ.
This week (besides finding out AJ is leaving) was awesome! Nelson his lesbian friend and I called "Mr.Pretty Eyes" at home and just started staying random stuff to him on the phone. It was awesome. I laughed so hard I cried. He didn't know I was there so when I said " HI MR. PRETTY EYES!" he started cussing really loud and screaming "NO NOT YOU!". At one point I just started singing the lyrics to the apple bottom jeans song (yeah I don't know the title lol.) Nelson had to feed me most of the lines since I only knew the first two. Apparently he was "trying to get laid" and asked us if we would stop calling him but at the same time he told me he couldn't hang up on me even though a few times he did XD. Bitch.
Anime USA is next week! I found out that Justin A.K.A the guy that booked our room can't make it anymore. Meaning it's only me and Elijah in a room together (ooh la la). Kathy can't make it anymore either :C so now I am only thinking about cosplaying on friday and wearing lolita for saturday (and miku). I really have no other plans. I wanted to go to the Kaya concert but I have to magically get a badge for Elijah and I doubt anyone will let me steal theirs for until the concert is over :<. I need to remember to print out my papers so I can get my badge. I will be packing everything on sunday that is finished. I can't believe it's next weekend and I STILL don't have Miku even started yet. Ugh. I shouldn't be posting I should be sewing!
Oh and I dyed my hair :)
It was actually a huge mistake (the lady sold me the wrong developer!, mom works for the company so we can't get my money back) and I don't know if I like it yet or not but meh. If I dare complain about it even the slightest bit mom will flip on me about how she is right so I will just nod and say I like it. I didn't like my blonde hair that much either it took a few days for me to get use to it. I'll post photos but the ones I took suck. I only have lamps for light so it looks weird.
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Sadness :C
Nov. 12th, 2009 | 01:08 pm
mood: cold
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
Today an old friend popped into the wireless room. He use to go to our school and was there last semester but he one day never showed up for pretty much two weeks. We all thought something bad happened yet he was very active on facebook. I PMed him asking him what's up and he told me he would visit us soon but never gave me the reason he was out of school til today.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:
It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:
It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
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Ugh. College is hard
Nov. 9th, 2009 | 01:56 pm
mood: cold
I stressed like hell to study for my Drawing exam last week. I even woke up and grabbed my notes to read them before getting dressed and guess what. I still managed a D. Thing is I had way more right than wrong and he COULD have been a nice guy and gave me half credit on one answer (I forgot to add a word) but no. He marked the whole thing wrong and wrote the word I left out :/. It pissed me off. I had a friend look at it and the grade was right but ughhhh. At least the part I stressed on I got correct with a +. I am happy about that.
I feel like I am going to fail this semester of college. I don't know where my brain is and it's mostly the test that kill me. I hate test.
I also hate people. I know I bitch about a lot of my so called "friends" here but I don't really hate anyone. People shift from my good side to my bad side with their behavior but this bitch. I don't know. We are so similar but opposites. I am really girly and draw cute things and she is more "Digital artist are lazy bitches" super traditional art only hypocrite goth (makes no sense.). Today I had to do some art homework so I took my canvas back to the room to wait til my ride comes. Another friend walks in but I don't start talking to them as a group I just sort of sit in the corner texting and the friend that walks in is talking to her about her artwork and is all "Hey do you should take classes here for drawing" and bitch is all "lol I am already good at art the classes and teachers here are a fucking joke and the people that take them don't know how to draw and never will and I don't need classes cause I am really really great AT EVERYTHING". I seriously think she was really trying to slam me. But thing is. I am not in college to study how to draw. I am here for Graphic Design. We focus on illustrations,magazine layouts,poster designs, etc etc. Drawing 1 is just a class you have to take for the program to sort of see how you are and remember basics.
Like today we did magazine spreads:
Sorry the image is small. It's basically a magazine spread featuring Lagy Gaga's crazy fashion outfits and an article about her talking about her music and clothes as art :3.
I didn't want to but in to the conversation or anything but I seriously disagree with her about everything and I find it hilarious when she askes me how to do shit in MS PAINT. Whatever happened to the almighty traditional media? I use photoshop bitch!
Also I discovered I have a new crowd D: I hang out with the gay people now. I loves them X3 Nelson is awesome! and I always loved his friend with the bluexpink spiked hair but due to his job he had to cut it off ;A;
I feel like I am going to fail this semester of college. I don't know where my brain is and it's mostly the test that kill me. I hate test.
I also hate people. I know I bitch about a lot of my so called "friends" here but I don't really hate anyone. People shift from my good side to my bad side with their behavior but this bitch. I don't know. We are so similar but opposites. I am really girly and draw cute things and she is more "Digital artist are lazy bitches" super traditional art only hypocrite goth (makes no sense.). Today I had to do some art homework so I took my canvas back to the room to wait til my ride comes. Another friend walks in but I don't start talking to them as a group I just sort of sit in the corner texting and the friend that walks in is talking to her about her artwork and is all "Hey do you should take classes here for drawing" and bitch is all "lol I am already good at art the classes and teachers here are a fucking joke and the people that take them don't know how to draw and never will and I don't need classes cause I am really really great AT EVERYTHING". I seriously think she was really trying to slam me. But thing is. I am not in college to study how to draw. I am here for Graphic Design. We focus on illustrations,magazine layouts,poster designs, etc etc. Drawing 1 is just a class you have to take for the program to sort of see how you are and remember basics.
Like today we did magazine spreads:
Sorry the image is small. It's basically a magazine spread featuring Lagy Gaga's crazy fashion outfits and an article about her talking about her music and clothes as art :3.
I didn't want to but in to the conversation or anything but I seriously disagree with her about everything and I find it hilarious when she askes me how to do shit in MS PAINT. Whatever happened to the almighty traditional media? I use photoshop bitch!
Also I discovered I have a new crowd D: I hang out with the gay people now. I loves them X3 Nelson is awesome! and I always loved his friend with the bluexpink spiked hair but due to his job he had to cut it off ;A;
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I have no life.
Nov. 8th, 2009 | 03:27 pm
mood: happy
I am almost done sewing my lolita dress! it's beautiful!. It's everything I ever wanted in a lolita dress and it was really fun to make too. I'll be posting progress photos of the dress, headbow and wrist cuffs later this week when I get out of classes early (I still need to hem the top of the dress,make bows, waist ties, add pearls,etc!) I still a few things to do with the head bow. Making this dress was really fun, I am currently planning about two more dresses to make, one for my birthday since I just learned my big bro and his gf are taking me to eat Red Lobster!. I wish Lijah can come too ;A;.
Speaking of Lijah, he got a hair cut XD it's sooo cute <3! I told him I liked his hair better cut short so he cut it for when I see him in 2 weeks :) I am so excited! I have a lot of my cosplay work done, paid for my badge, got my ride planned out. All I need to do is go to Target and get shorts and socks and start packing things!
P.S. For some reason I am currently addicted to listening to "Let Me Go" by 3 doors down. I love this song!
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Sewing Woes..
Nov. 7th, 2009 | 02:25 pm
I bought this fabric to make a dress awhile ago but ended up making a skirt instead. Since then I have worn the skirt on three different outings and recently I wanted to finish the dress I started except I messed up on the bodice. No problem right? buy more fabric! so I did and I took it home and as I am preparing to sew the bodice to the skirt I notice something incredibly odd.
One is darker than the other. I know I bought the exact same fabric since Hobby Lobby's selection isn't that big and it was in the same area. I figure it was because I must have washed the skirt when it was a skirt and so I proceeded to wash the fabric some of the dye has come out in the sink but not enough! so I machine washed it and it still looks odd to me! UGH.
I am tempted to wash them in the sink again and ring it out but I really don't remember ringing out the skirt when I washed it. Just hanging it on the railing. Woe is me ;A;
One is darker than the other. I know I bought the exact same fabric since Hobby Lobby's selection isn't that big and it was in the same area. I figure it was because I must have washed the skirt when it was a skirt and so I proceeded to wash the fabric some of the dye has come out in the sink but not enough! so I machine washed it and it still looks odd to me! UGH.
I am tempted to wash them in the sink again and ring it out but I really don't remember ringing out the skirt when I washed it. Just hanging it on the railing. Woe is me ;A;
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Opps I forgot to post these
Nov. 7th, 2009 | 04:55 am
mood: 
busy
For the past week my friend has been bringing Blazblue to school! ;A; I wanted to play!! but I am always in class or having to leave. But I got to see others play <3 the game graphics weren't what I thought they would be but it still looks okay I guess. I really want to play ;A; maybe next time. I also really want to cosplay Litchi Faye Ling and Taokaka!!!!!!
<3<3<3
I wanted to do Taokaka first but I can't get Litchi out of my head now! Boobie Lady!! ;A;
Thought I have no idea where I am going to get extensions THAT long. That wig is going to be totally heavy!! and with the mini panda plush on top and nothing to balance it out on the other side! but I still want it lol.
I found their reference images and profiles that have their attacks and specials listed and what buttons to push. I should study this and then play the guys so I don't look like a total noob XD.
Also I think I won't get the pink dress after all. I tried the mint one with my pink wig and it's so cute! but the style I want it in is sort of killing my wig and I need it for Simca so I might go without a wig and use my own hair, we'll see. Only 2 more weeks for AUSA. I will be spending sun up to sun down today sewing. I really feel like I am behind on everything because school takes so much out of me.
<3<3<3
I wanted to do Taokaka first but I can't get Litchi out of my head now! Boobie Lady!! ;A;
Thought I have no idea where I am going to get extensions THAT long. That wig is going to be totally heavy!! and with the mini panda plush on top and nothing to balance it out on the other side! but I still want it lol.
I found their reference images and profiles that have their attacks and specials listed and what buttons to push. I should study this and then play the guys so I don't look like a total noob XD.
Also I think I won't get the pink dress after all. I tried the mint one with my pink wig and it's so cute! but the style I want it in is sort of killing my wig and I need it for Simca so I might go without a wig and use my own hair, we'll see. Only 2 more weeks for AUSA. I will be spending sun up to sun down today sewing. I really feel like I am behind on everything because school takes so much out of me.
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UGH >o< DO WANT!
Nov. 6th, 2009 | 10:31 am
mood: cheerful
I want it.
I didn't want it at first because I thought it was too bright and it wouldn't fit in with daily wear but as AUSA comes near I am thinking about doing deco lolita for times I am not in cosplay. It will give me a reason to wear my mint dress. But there are a few problems. I don't own socks to wear with it :/. I do however, have pink x white striped socks >:O ugh! I should have bought the pink jsk! so I could have worn it with my pink x white socks and pink wig! I feel retarded now.
Part of me wants to either sell my mint jsk or attempt to trade for the pink one but idk I get attached to my clothes after they are mine XD I never look to resell anything unless I know in my heart it will never be used again. I am so tempted to buy this dress! ugh!!!! even if I can't get it for AUSA it would be cute for Katsucon :/.
I really wish I could buy it! I would splurge but I didn't know I was $5O short on the hotel money (mom is giving me the difference!). Ugh.
I am getting some money!!! :) my friend has been showing his girlfriend my cosplay photos and she loved my Yako hairclips and bow and ask him to ask me if I would make them for her. So I have something towards my goal! apparently me and her have VERY similar taste. I really want to meet her! she will be cosplaying Yako at Otakon and wants him to go as Neuro. I really want to see them do that cosplay!! so Otakon might be back on my list! <3
I am also thinking about putting something on ebay and coscom.
I think I am getting a little too addicted with this print. I still want it in black but at the moment I have given up on it. PINK IS THE NEW BLACK!
Today was Fall Festival, HOLY CRAP my school is like or worst than a convention during these festivals! there are vendors and free food and gaming and it's just great but my neck has been causing me so much pain lately that I only stayed to watch them play video games and left. I wore loli though :D my teacher said I was all set for the festival! whoot.
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Let's talk about race
Nov. 5th, 2009 | 12:58 pm
mood: busy
My least favorite subject.
I really hate it when people find the need to CONSTANTLY REMIND ME WHAT I AM. I am mixed (black,white,american indian and asian) and yet people feel the need to ride me on the fact that I am black. I already know this, my mother is black and I see her every day. I know my races and I don't do around gloating that I am this or that, people ask me, but I am getting so fucking sick a tired of a few people riding on me about being black out of everything.
I have this friend. He is an ass but he says out of everyone he hates me the least. We have class together and talk outside of class and I don't hate him the least bit but it annoys me when he constantly goes "YOUR A BLACK PERSON". He told me he'd never sleep with me because I am black dispite the fact that I am hot which I am glad he feels this way cause he isn't my type either and the though of that makes me want to vomit as I type this. Today I was talking and he makes a comment about me and add (opps but your black!) at the end the sentence (directed to me since I was the only one there at the time that is mixed) and it's like UEDFGHJDSKFG I get it! I know it! I knew it all my life, must I have to hear it every single day????????
Another thing that pisses me off is when the asian kids at my school have to constantly remind people that THEY are asian. This one guy was playing the piano and he didn't look like he could play so I asked him if he was really playing that from memory and he goes "Yeah I am asian!" wtf does that have to do with anything? The other asian guy add that to ALL of his sentences. Cheeko couldn't read something so the guy goes "I CAN READ IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN AND I HAVE SMALL EYES!" I need to ask him why he says that after all his sentences. He'll also go "THAT IS RACIST IS IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN" everytime someone says something >_>. I really hate people like that.
We can see you. We know what you are. You don't have to remind us.
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As far as life post is concerned my wisdom tooth is driving me insane and I am going to get it removed soon. On top of that I am stressed with sewing for AUSA! and I still need to buy shit from Target + ask my dad if he will give me the money I am missing for the hotel ;A; (I saved a lot but I need to eat!. I have been using my card a bit ;A; I am sure I don't have all the money for the hotel but I was already a few bucks short anyways! He'll be here tomorrow night so I can ask him!!
Also, everyone is so into deers now it makes me want something! I really want this adorable fabric from etsy for my birthday so I can make a dress with it!
Tomorrow is Fall Festival ;A; I sort of want to stay for an hour and then leave cause I have to do stuff (like washing my hair with dish washing liquid because of a accident! oh joy!)
***EDIT: A few months ago I had a dream that my school taught a ghost hunting class but I when I woke up I laughed about it never happening....GUESS WHAT
THEY JUST OPENED A GHOST HUNTING CLASS!
My dreams usually always happen this way but since I think they are dreams I never pay attention to them until something really happens. It's so cool they go to haunted locations and everything!!!!! <333333333333 I love you ACC but I doubt my Grandpa would want to pay for me to learn about Ghost Hunting.
I really hate it when people find the need to CONSTANTLY REMIND ME WHAT I AM. I am mixed (black,white,american indian and asian) and yet people feel the need to ride me on the fact that I am black. I already know this, my mother is black and I see her every day. I know my races and I don't do around gloating that I am this or that, people ask me, but I am getting so fucking sick a tired of a few people riding on me about being black out of everything.
I have this friend. He is an ass but he says out of everyone he hates me the least. We have class together and talk outside of class and I don't hate him the least bit but it annoys me when he constantly goes "YOUR A BLACK PERSON". He told me he'd never sleep with me because I am black dispite the fact that I am hot which I am glad he feels this way cause he isn't my type either and the though of that makes me want to vomit as I type this. Today I was talking and he makes a comment about me and add (opps but your black!) at the end the sentence (directed to me since I was the only one there at the time that is mixed) and it's like UEDFGHJDSKFG I get it! I know it! I knew it all my life, must I have to hear it every single day????????
Another thing that pisses me off is when the asian kids at my school have to constantly remind people that THEY are asian. This one guy was playing the piano and he didn't look like he could play so I asked him if he was really playing that from memory and he goes "Yeah I am asian!" wtf does that have to do with anything? The other asian guy add that to ALL of his sentences. Cheeko couldn't read something so the guy goes "I CAN READ IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN AND I HAVE SMALL EYES!" I need to ask him why he says that after all his sentences. He'll also go "THAT IS RACIST IS IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN" everytime someone says something >_>. I really hate people like that.
We can see you. We know what you are. You don't have to remind us.
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As far as life post is concerned my wisdom tooth is driving me insane and I am going to get it removed soon. On top of that I am stressed with sewing for AUSA! and I still need to buy shit from Target + ask my dad if he will give me the money I am missing for the hotel ;A; (I saved a lot but I need to eat!. I have been using my card a bit ;A; I am sure I don't have all the money for the hotel but I was already a few bucks short anyways! He'll be here tomorrow night so I can ask him!!
Also, everyone is so into deers now it makes me want something! I really want this adorable fabric from etsy for my birthday so I can make a dress with it!
Tomorrow is Fall Festival ;A; I sort of want to stay for an hour and then leave cause I have to do stuff (like washing my hair with dish washing liquid because of a accident! oh joy!)
***EDIT: A few months ago I had a dream that my school taught a ghost hunting class but I when I woke up I laughed about it never happening....GUESS WHAT
My dreams usually always happen this way but since I think they are dreams I never pay attention to them until something really happens. It's so cool they go to haunted locations and everything!!!!! <333333333333 I love you ACC but I doubt my Grandpa would want to pay for me to learn about Ghost Hunting.