Sadness :C
Nov. 12th, 2009 | 01:08 pm
mood:
cold
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
Today an old friend popped into the wireless room. He use to go to our school and was there last semester but he one day never showed up for pretty much two weeks. We all thought something bad happened yet he was very active on facebook. I PMed him asking him what's up and he told me he would visit us soon but never gave me the reason he was out of school til today.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:

It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:

It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
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Roses + WTF
Sep. 19th, 2009 | 08:13 am
mood:
artistic
music: "I Caught Myself"-Paramore
I felt like doing something completely different than my usual cute stuff. I wanted to do something with just 3 colors even though I cheated and used different shades of red. I love it ^_^ my friend's loved it/ were shocked to see me do something non-chibi

Full view it over here:http://ressed.deviantart.com/art/R oses-137506260
I want a dress like this <3
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So I filed a compliant with "Onlywig". They e-mailed me back asking me to pay $9 for them to reship my correct wig. WTF how does $8 got to $7 and then up to $9!? they kept saying the same thing over and over just changing the price. Only when I filed the paypal claim did they say never mind to told me they would ship my wig for free on Monday. I still feel like leaving terrible feedback. Their communication was so poor. Only when I filed the claim asking for a full refund did they shape up. Never again will I ever buy a wig from them again. Ugh
Anyways lets see what I have been up too...well for some reason people come to me for relationship advice. I never minded til I met my hardest project >_> it's this guy I know who is just kinda stuck on getting a girlfriend. Thing he doesn't care who it is he will take anything. In the past 2 weeks he has liked about 4 different girls just cause they are pretty, he doesn't really know anything else about them other than that, which to mean is more of a lust thing. He only wants to date just because he never has before but they all have either said no or have boyfriends. His current crush just dumped her bf and already he is trying to move but he hates the fact that she is really religious he only likes her because she hugs him a lot. But she is just uber affectionate. I dunno, I asked him why he liked her and he is like "opposites attract" yet he hates the fact that she would choose God over him :/. I told him that's something he has to take into consideration BEFORE he starts crushing. He told me he doesn't mean to sound desperate but that is all I am getting from him >__>; ugh. At least he thanks me for giving him advice/ someone to talk to. I love helping my friends if they are willing to listen to me.
Yesterday mom and I were at the store and I made her buy this:

I love pumpkins!. This photo doesn't do it any justice :/ it's actually really huge!!! I think it was the biggest in the display XD I am going to carve it,then were gonna make a pumpkin pie,and eat pumpkin seeds <3. I wonder if I can grow a pumpkin in our yards >___> that would kick so much ass~.
P.S. I won't be changing my layout this weekend. I never finished the artwork I was gonna use >_>;

Full view it over here:http://ressed.deviantart.com/art/R
I want a dress like this <3
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So I filed a compliant with "Onlywig". They e-mailed me back asking me to pay $9 for them to reship my correct wig. WTF how does $8 got to $7 and then up to $9!? they kept saying the same thing over and over just changing the price. Only when I filed the paypal claim did they say never mind to told me they would ship my wig for free on Monday. I still feel like leaving terrible feedback. Their communication was so poor. Only when I filed the claim asking for a full refund did they shape up. Never again will I ever buy a wig from them again. Ugh
Anyways lets see what I have been up too...well for some reason people come to me for relationship advice. I never minded til I met my hardest project >_> it's this guy I know who is just kinda stuck on getting a girlfriend. Thing he doesn't care who it is he will take anything. In the past 2 weeks he has liked about 4 different girls just cause they are pretty, he doesn't really know anything else about them other than that, which to mean is more of a lust thing. He only wants to date just because he never has before but they all have either said no or have boyfriends. His current crush just dumped her bf and already he is trying to move but he hates the fact that she is really religious he only likes her because she hugs him a lot. But she is just uber affectionate. I dunno, I asked him why he liked her and he is like "opposites attract" yet he hates the fact that she would choose God over him :/. I told him that's something he has to take into consideration BEFORE he starts crushing. He told me he doesn't mean to sound desperate but that is all I am getting from him >__>; ugh. At least he thanks me for giving him advice/ someone to talk to. I love helping my friends if they are willing to listen to me.
Yesterday mom and I were at the store and I made her buy this:

I love pumpkins!. This photo doesn't do it any justice :/ it's actually really huge!!! I think it was the biggest in the display XD I am going to carve it,then were gonna make a pumpkin pie,and eat pumpkin seeds <3. I wonder if I can grow a pumpkin in our yards >___> that would kick so much ass~.
P.S. I won't be changing my layout this weekend. I never finished the artwork I was gonna use >_>;
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Good news + Bad News
Sep. 9th, 2009 | 01:56 pm
mood:
drained
-I miiiight be going to see the Eureka Seven movie "Goodnight Sleep Tight Young Lovers". I mentioned it today while talking to a friend about how it's so far away so I won't be seeing it and she invited me to go cause she has free tickets *w* apparently she entered and won a contest to see the Death Note movie but they fucked that up and gave her $700 worth or free stuff and I believe she has tickets for the movie so she invited me. Only issue is the movie is playing in Virgina and it's one night only which just so happens to be a thursday school night ;A;. I asked my mom anyways at first she was like no but I told her we'd be leaving early etc etc I miiight be going if dad says I'll be fine but currently it's in limbo. Still I wanna go. I freakin love Eureka Seven ;A; and it's one night only!!!! ON A BIG SCREEN!:

Colleen (my friend who invited me btw) works at a movie theaure and was telling me how people complain that their straws don't touch the bottom of the cups so if we do go were going to make someones life hell by complaining about that rofl.
Were also thinking about twinning as Eureka to the moive. I'd go as Anemone but I cut my wig ;A;
-I have been on an artist high lately. I found out one of my favorite artist on dA's birthday was a few days ago so I drew her this:

She LOVED it ;w; I am so happy~!
-I'm reading a new manga :O Deadman Wonderland. We (Avis and I) think it's from the same people who did Eureka Seven (BONES?) because the main characters look like Renton and Anemone so we call the girl "Albino Anemone" (her name in english is "White" anyways XD). It seems really cool :D I may do Shiro fanart.
- My Blair wig arrived today, only when I opened the package....IT WAS THE WRONG COLOR. I ordered dark purple and received GREY. I am sooooo glad I ordered my wig 2 months before AUSA otherwise I'd be having a panic attack right now. I sent them an email about it explaining that I refuse to pay postage since it wasn't my mistake, but if I have to pay for postage to send it back I am just going to say fuck it and sell it or attempt to dye it. I want my wig. I should have known something was wrong because I wasn't excited or counting the days like I normally am.
Mom complained saying I could have told her and we could have gotten a CHEAP wig from the beauty store for $18. I had to argue with her saying cheap long wigs = Cheap tangled messes in the back of the closet and that they don't have enough fibers (my Dejiko wig was a cheap beauty shop wig but my Dejiko hat hides how terrible the top really is). But she doesn't care. It's a costume so everything has to be cheap and not the right color >_>.
Ugh. This sucks XD.

I kind of want to keep it >_____>; it's pretty but I have 0 use for it.
- My closet is being invaded by something that I do not know of. Infact I am about to end this cause I need to find out what the fuck is going on. After the maggots stopped appearing these little fluttering things appeared, catch is, only in my closet. Even though there is no real source cause I have checked. I guess I'll spend the rest of my evening taking EVERYTHING out my closet (which is just clothes now because I got rid of everything else) and cleaning it out/throwing moth balls. I guess they are moths...I have seen them down in the laundry room too and got angry because my family probably let them in the house after leaving the doors open but wtf why is it always my room?.
Speaking of my room I have been getting some weird dreams. Last night I dreamt of Ozzy Osbourne in the gardening section of Home Depot. And then I woke up and didn't know who I was. Also I have been killing people in my dreams....I use to dream of happiness and sunflowers >_> yeah. I dunno what's happened to me.
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last day of the weekend....eh
Sep. 7th, 2009 | 02:54 pm
mood:
lazy
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I hate getting up, I hate being around people, I hate learning. I dunno last semester I was on the ball. This semester I feel discombobulated. Today I spent a bit adding my notes from Sociology to my new sociology note book (it's not new. It's from last year with torn out pages). I am hoping it will make me feel more organized if I have notebooks for all my classes like I did last semester. I have a locker now so I don't have to tote everything in one book like I was doing. Only issue is....I lost my first page of Sociology notes.......
Perfect.
This weekend has been pretty relaxed though. I talked to Elijah a lot :) we've been playing silly games on Facebook together like Pet Society lol. I got him a Koala doll for his pet and he bought me a star wand and a then I convinced him to buy me a bath tub for my pet because it cleans our pets instantly. I hate the fact that it's hard to get money in the game...there is stuffs I wanna buy >_> MUST PLANT MORE SEEDS!. We also talked on the phone a lot this weekend. We haven't been able to talk til really late during the week :/ I have been feeling kind of upset about that but I understand at the same time. I was happy to talk to him and joke and laugh like we use to. I miss him :/
Today I started Chris' armbands. I told him I was going to give them to him tomorrow but I might delay it. I still need to paint the symbols on and and then sew the finished painted symbol on the armband and I won't have time to do that tonight or tomorrow morning before school. I kind of don't have time to do it tomorrow either >_> but we'll see how that goes.
I haven't really been in a sewing mood. So my cosplays for AUSA have just been sort of sitting around :/ I really need to get in the mood but all I have felt like doing is drawing. I drew this based of a pair of socks I am planning on buying in a few days:

I wanna make this outfit. I sort of started yesterday but then I got a headache.
All I wanna do is make big eyed chibis all day rofl.
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You've made chibi mad....
Sep. 4th, 2009 | 10:45 am
mood:
sick

I like to draw angry chibis.
I don't like creepy grown men class mates trying to date me. Ugh. I want to switch classes but I really like everyone else and it will kill my schedule times :/ What should I do? he caught me this morning and asked why I wasn't in his other classes (I only have art classes on certain days and then other classes on opposite days) asked if I had a boyfriend. I told him yes and as I was doing so I was putting on my bf's jacket. He kind of backed off but admitted he was trying to pursue me D: Grosss. GTFO!!
Yay for long weekend though~! <33333333333333333
P.S. Cheeko is physic. I tested his ability and it came true.
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I have school tomorrow =A=;;
Aug. 16th, 2009 | 01:35 pm
mood:
busy

Tomorrows classes are:
Drawing Fundamentals 1 from 8:00-8:55am BREAK 9:05-10:00am
Graphic Design 1 from 12:40-2:40pm BREAK 2:05-3:45pm
( LET'S DO THIS!!! )
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Yep.
Aug. 9th, 2009 | 07:53 am
Rough night....I couldn't sleep for some reason even though I was tired. I woke up at like 3 starving so I ate some Breyer's cookies and creme ice cream. It was so good ;3; then I just sort of forced myself to sleep. I am still kinda eh about being awake.
I have been drawing my ass off trying to come up with design ideas and idk I don't think I like Threadless after all >_> I am not quiting because it is just like what my 3rd day with this idea? it's just kinda hard to navigate threw the site and it seems they are more focus on only showing approved designs than giving those looking for feedback more coverage. There is like this tiny little link at the bottom of the page for that on the fourms. Lame. I get they want people to choose which approved designs but I just think it should be advertised more that their are people looking for feedback etc etc what have you.
So while I have been trying to get that off the ground I have been looking into alternative methods for printing shirts that is kind of like Threadless. MySoti seems pretty good! I love it in a way...BUT their "PINK" is more "PURPLE" meaning I can't use the design I made last night unless I use it on light blue,PURPLE,red,white or black. It looks pretty good on light blue but I had my heart set on pink!!!! the whole design and color scheme was set on PINK!
The design I am taking about is this one here under this cut:
( <3333333 )
So yeah. Today will be spent looking for sites!! yay.
P.S. Is it just me or does anyone else hate it when people skip over the artist comments on deviantart. People take time to write those and ask in depth questions and people just skip over them,ask questions that where already answered,or not answer the question. I need more artist friends.
I have been drawing my ass off trying to come up with design ideas and idk I don't think I like Threadless after all >_> I am not quiting because it is just like what my 3rd day with this idea? it's just kinda hard to navigate threw the site and it seems they are more focus on only showing approved designs than giving those looking for feedback more coverage. There is like this tiny little link at the bottom of the page for that on the fourms. Lame. I get they want people to choose which approved designs but I just think it should be advertised more that their are people looking for feedback etc etc what have you.
So while I have been trying to get that off the ground I have been looking into alternative methods for printing shirts that is kind of like Threadless. MySoti seems pretty good! I love it in a way...BUT their "PINK" is more "PURPLE" meaning I can't use the design I made last night unless I use it on light blue,PURPLE,red,white or black. It looks pretty good on light blue but I had my heart set on pink!!!! the whole design and color scheme was set on PINK!
The design I am taking about is this one here under this cut:
( <3333333 )
So yeah. Today will be spent looking for sites!! yay.
P.S. Is it just me or does anyone else hate it when people skip over the artist comments on deviantart. People take time to write those and ask in depth questions and people just skip over them,ask questions that where already answered,or not answer the question. I need more artist friends.
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More art but this time for a friend!
Jul. 26th, 2009 | 03:17 pm
mood:
calm

The full image is here: http://ressed.deviantart.com/art/HB-Rud
Funny thing is,it looks NOTHING like this on paper...here's the real one:

Yeah I am mentally challenged when it comes to placing my art.... I planned for Reno to be kinda in the background while Rude was infront but idk it wasn't working for me so I cut Reno's body off and made the "table" longer. Also Rude needed to face the other way, Edit,Flip,Rotate.
BOOM!
Yeah this is one of the pieces that I actually do "cheat" and edit heavily. But I like it this way. Most of my stuff isn't done this way unless I mess up really badly which only happened one other time. But whatever. I love it this way and so did my friend :D. I am glad I finished before it got late!!!
I noticed I have been doing all fan art lately. I can't seem to think of anything original lately. Buurrrr not to mention I owe art to my other friend on Facebook and I joined a contest on DA. I should work on those before my friend gets mad and the contest deadline ends. I need to finish at least a sketch before my trip =A=.
PEACE OUT!
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BONUS PIC!!!!
DOGGIES!!

My boys are getting ready for a nap <3
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Ugh
Jul. 25th, 2009 | 08:14 pm
mood:
sleepy

I finished this today. I love it but I messed up the flag so much (wrong shape!) oh well I'm not expecting anyone to notice. I am raping hanako's star brushes...they are just too cute!.
Yep I'm going to bed now since obviously we can't have a good night without fighting over the most stupidest things.
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lol thanks deviantART
Jul. 16th, 2009 | 12:46 pm
mood:
content

Hatsune Miku. Star brushes by www.ainohanako.deviantart.com

Me and Ivan might cosplay from Blazblue in the fall :D I'm going as Taokaka~! (above) so I drew her :)
I guess I am starting to feel better lately things have been making me upset (things that don't even concern me) and yesterday I came home to terrible news. I'm still not looking forward to the rest of the year but I do feel happier and my love seems happy too so how do I not smile? we'll pull threw this together somehow.
