SICK THE WEEK BEFORE CON!!?? + Creepers.
Nov. 16th, 2009 | 05:18 pm
mood:
sick
I am sick. It started at 4 am Sunday morning. I couldn't stop sneezing so I woke up and took a pill to help me but it never stopped ALL of Sunday all I could was sneeze. Sometimes I would need 6 times in a row! I really felt light-headed and like I was going to past out at those points. I have taken a stronger pill since then but my it hurts really bad when I cough, I can't breathe threw my nose or taste my food. My skull feels like it's cracking it hurts so much and all this light is driving me fucking insane.
Ugh. I don't have the energy to finish my cosplays and stuff I needed to do and I can't find my Sociology text book to study for the test tomorrow. I am hoping it's in the truck.
Besides being sick today was really fun. The internet was down so Laura and I had fun with Cheeko. It was awesome. I got to touch the new girl's boobs (I sound like a creeper but she grabbed my hand and placed them there!) it was really random. I don't remember what we were talking about. But apparently the older guy tripped her on purpose and caught her and grabbed and squeezed her breast. I noticed at one point she had gone from friendly to really defensive but didn't know why til I read her FB status. Not cool :/.
This same guy messaged my on FB regarding a status I had posted a few minutes ago about wanting to go to the lolita meet-up in Greensboro. He wants to come and stare at cute girls....wtf. Or get people I never met to go with me since I mentioned not wanting to go to the meet-up alone. There is no way in hell I am accepting.
I feel so miserable. Please shoot me now.
Ugh. I don't have the energy to finish my cosplays and stuff I needed to do and I can't find my Sociology text book to study for the test tomorrow. I am hoping it's in the truck.
Besides being sick today was really fun. The internet was down so Laura and I had fun with Cheeko. It was awesome. I got to touch the new girl's boobs (I sound like a creeper but she grabbed my hand and placed them there!) it was really random. I don't remember what we were talking about. But apparently the older guy tripped her on purpose and caught her and grabbed and squeezed her breast. I noticed at one point she had gone from friendly to really defensive but didn't know why til I read her FB status. Not cool :/.
This same guy messaged my on FB regarding a status I had posted a few minutes ago about wanting to go to the lolita meet-up in Greensboro. He wants to come and stare at cute girls....wtf. Or get people I never met to go with me since I mentioned not wanting to go to the meet-up alone. There is no way in hell I am accepting.
I feel so miserable. Please shoot me now.
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I'm caught in a bad romance
Nov. 13th, 2009 | 02:24 pm
mood:
cheerful
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
No not really. I am just addicted to this song atm.
Art show was today! they called for us to come but I was too nervous to go ;A; the other graphic design students sort of scare me so I never hang out with them. I guess it's because no one smiles. In "Asian Pop Culture Club" people smile at me so I know they are friendly ;w;.
Today I almost learned to play Yu Gi Oh. Nick kept getting distracted and didn't want tot play anymore so I took over but because I don't know how to play Andy did all the work and I just held the cards lol fail. Also I discovered the "drama" half of the room. Geezh they are so dramatic. I am sure there is good reason but I am so tired of people running out the room crying or telling people now isn't the time because someone is crying and should just leave the room. Ugh. And Colleen thinks I am so sweet and don't bitch about anyone lol she'd love my LJ.
This week (besides finding out AJ is leaving) was awesome! Nelson his lesbian friend and I called "Mr.Pretty Eyes" at home and just started staying random stuff to him on the phone. It was awesome. I laughed so hard I cried. He didn't know I was there so when I said " HI MR. PRETTY EYES!" he started cussing really loud and screaming "NO NOT YOU!". At one point I just started singing the lyrics to the apple bottom jeans song (yeah I don't know the title lol.) Nelson had to feed me most of the lines since I only knew the first two. Apparently he was "trying to get laid" and asked us if we would stop calling him but at the same time he told me he couldn't hang up on me even though a few times he did XD. Bitch.
Anime USA is next week! I found out that Justin A.K.A the guy that booked our room can't make it anymore. Meaning it's only me and Elijah in a room together (ooh la la). Kathy can't make it anymore either :C so now I am only thinking about cosplaying on friday and wearing lolita for saturday (and miku). I really have no other plans. I wanted to go to the Kaya concert but I have to magically get a badge for Elijah and I doubt anyone will let me steal theirs for until the concert is over :<. I need to remember to print out my papers so I can get my badge. I will be packing everything on sunday that is finished. I can't believe it's next weekend and I STILL don't have Miku even started yet. Ugh. I shouldn't be posting I should be sewing!
Oh and I dyed my hair :)
It was actually a huge mistake (the lady sold me the wrong developer!, mom works for the company so we can't get my money back) and I don't know if I like it yet or not but meh. If I dare complain about it even the slightest bit mom will flip on me about how she is right so I will just nod and say I like it. I didn't like my blonde hair that much either it took a few days for me to get use to it. I'll post photos but the ones I took suck. I only have lamps for light so it looks weird.
Art show was today! they called for us to come but I was too nervous to go ;A; the other graphic design students sort of scare me so I never hang out with them. I guess it's because no one smiles. In "Asian Pop Culture Club" people smile at me so I know they are friendly ;w;.
Today I almost learned to play Yu Gi Oh. Nick kept getting distracted and didn't want tot play anymore so I took over but because I don't know how to play Andy did all the work and I just held the cards lol fail. Also I discovered the "drama" half of the room. Geezh they are so dramatic. I am sure there is good reason but I am so tired of people running out the room crying or telling people now isn't the time because someone is crying and should just leave the room. Ugh. And Colleen thinks I am so sweet and don't bitch about anyone lol she'd love my LJ.
This week (besides finding out AJ is leaving) was awesome! Nelson his lesbian friend and I called "Mr.Pretty Eyes" at home and just started staying random stuff to him on the phone. It was awesome. I laughed so hard I cried. He didn't know I was there so when I said " HI MR. PRETTY EYES!" he started cussing really loud and screaming "NO NOT YOU!". At one point I just started singing the lyrics to the apple bottom jeans song (yeah I don't know the title lol.) Nelson had to feed me most of the lines since I only knew the first two. Apparently he was "trying to get laid" and asked us if we would stop calling him but at the same time he told me he couldn't hang up on me even though a few times he did XD. Bitch.
Anime USA is next week! I found out that Justin A.K.A the guy that booked our room can't make it anymore. Meaning it's only me and Elijah in a room together (ooh la la). Kathy can't make it anymore either :C so now I am only thinking about cosplaying on friday and wearing lolita for saturday (and miku). I really have no other plans. I wanted to go to the Kaya concert but I have to magically get a badge for Elijah and I doubt anyone will let me steal theirs for until the concert is over :<. I need to remember to print out my papers so I can get my badge. I will be packing everything on sunday that is finished. I can't believe it's next weekend and I STILL don't have Miku even started yet. Ugh. I shouldn't be posting I should be sewing!
Oh and I dyed my hair :)
It was actually a huge mistake (the lady sold me the wrong developer!, mom works for the company so we can't get my money back) and I don't know if I like it yet or not but meh. If I dare complain about it even the slightest bit mom will flip on me about how she is right so I will just nod and say I like it. I didn't like my blonde hair that much either it took a few days for me to get use to it. I'll post photos but the ones I took suck. I only have lamps for light so it looks weird.
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Sadness :C
Nov. 12th, 2009 | 01:08 pm
mood:
cold
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
Today an old friend popped into the wireless room. He use to go to our school and was there last semester but he one day never showed up for pretty much two weeks. We all thought something bad happened yet he was very active on facebook. I PMed him asking him what's up and he told me he would visit us soon but never gave me the reason he was out of school til today.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:

It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:

It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
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The best cure for depression is..
Oct. 28th, 2009 | 01:17 pm
mood:
disappointed
music: "Candy Line" Hitomi Takahashi
Hanging out with some of my classmates <3333
For some reason every time I complain about wanting to do something we end up doing it. Like my teacher hears me or something. I miss the first week of school where we created stuff and discussed it with my classmates it was hilarious. Today we looked at the Rolling Stone magazine and picked articles we liked and talked about why we like them. On one of them was a older gentlemen and my classmate goes "I like how he's old" LMFAO WTF XD to which I squeal "YAY OLD PEOPLE!" at one point I was laughing so hard I started crying.
Before that my friend and I were walking to class and our classmates comes out of the locker area screaming "RON'S GOT HIMSELF A HOWLER" in an english Harry Potter accent. It was so random I loled. He kept saying Harry Potter quotes in class too.
Hanging out with people in the wireless room is super fun too! I hung out with Nelson and guy I forgot his name but I tease him saying I hate him (I really don't and he knows this but it's fun to say it lol.) They introduced me to Mello Yello soda because I never had it before and apparently it's like an organism in your mouth so I bought some with Nelson. It's good but not super amazing, still I liked it. I love talking to Nelson he reminds me of someone I lost connection with a long time ago :/
That was pretty much my day. That and drawing something really pretty for my class project and planning an outfit to wear for Anime Meeting on Friday. Mine is a surprise but not really a surprise and I doubt I will bring my prop just because I already have to carry my huge art portfolio. But I might and just ditch my laptop for a day.
I'll figure it out.
For some reason every time I complain about wanting to do something we end up doing it. Like my teacher hears me or something. I miss the first week of school where we created stuff and discussed it with my classmates it was hilarious. Today we looked at the Rolling Stone magazine and picked articles we liked and talked about why we like them. On one of them was a older gentlemen and my classmate goes "I like how he's old" LMFAO WTF XD to which I squeal "YAY OLD PEOPLE!" at one point I was laughing so hard I started crying.
Before that my friend and I were walking to class and our classmates comes out of the locker area screaming "RON'S GOT HIMSELF A HOWLER" in an english Harry Potter accent. It was so random I loled. He kept saying Harry Potter quotes in class too.
Hanging out with people in the wireless room is super fun too! I hung out with Nelson and guy I forgot his name but I tease him saying I hate him (I really don't and he knows this but it's fun to say it lol.) They introduced me to Mello Yello soda because I never had it before and apparently it's like an organism in your mouth so I bought some with Nelson. It's good but not super amazing, still I liked it. I love talking to Nelson he reminds me of someone I lost connection with a long time ago :/
That was pretty much my day. That and drawing something really pretty for my class project and planning an outfit to wear for Anime Meeting on Friday. Mine is a surprise but not really a surprise and I doubt I will bring my prop just because I already have to carry my huge art portfolio. But I might and just ditch my laptop for a day.
I'll figure it out.
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Lolita + Health day + My new BFF
Oct. 23rd, 2009 | 10:30 am
mood:
accomplished
music: Gundam Seed Music
I have been really stressed out this week. I had a project due today so the only thing on my mind was finishing it and not getting scolded by my teacher. But I was also really distracted this week and I really don't think I was mentally anywhere, I just wanted to get out of class as soon as it was possible to escape. But this week wasn't really bad it was actually fun, I guess and best of all I got lolita clothes!!
( LOTS OF PICTURES!!! + I'M A MASCOT! )
NEEDS MOAR CAT!
HA HA HA!
P.S. I think my entries are more exciting with pictures, I'll try to turn this into a picture journal
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lol, I spent way to much money last night + other shenanigans
Oct. 16th, 2009 | 02:18 pm
mood:
sick
I purchased 40 Magic the Gathering cards for $20 for Elijah as a present ( I thought it was a pretty good deal and he's been wanting these cards so badly + he's getting me a present too! but I won't get mine til AUSA most likely \^o^/ ). Then I went ahead and purchased a few lolita goodies for myself that I have been eyeing!! I also got a 40" light pink wig for my Simca cosplay~! I'm hoping to finish that cosplay this weekend but I have about 3 homework assignments I need to get done! ugh!!. Anywho on to what I am currently waiting for!
( Recent buys I'm waiting to recieve )
Other shenanigans. Errr well. I was invited to a Halloween party tomorrow but I declined. Idk I sort of dislike parties with people I don't know which is retarded because people I do know are going to be there but eh idk. I don't hang out with my school friends at all really (except Laura because I feel like out of everyone we have the most in common but even then sometimes I feel like an outsider). I'm the lone wolf who sits in the corner who gets bad glances for never hanging out with anyone but I like just spending my weekends alone resting + I am using the fact that I have homework as an excuse not to go.
But I may go to the amusement park trip. I forgot what it's called but it's about an hour or something away and there having this Halloween thing like Six Flags does. It sounds like a lot of fun and I love amusement parks!! I might go but the plan is still up in the air. Idk
I'll end this with recent cute art:

I drew it because I have eaten a bag of candy corn every school day since October 1st. Which is probably the cause of my tummy being upset now. I know people say "Damn she is always sick!" but it's true. We have way too many viruses going around the campus this time of year. I keep getting these bad headaches and for the past two nights have suffered from awful stomach aches. I can't eat or drink without feeling like I can't hold it down. Stupid germ college!
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Piiiiiikachuuuuu~
Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 05:02 pm
mood:
cheerful
-Going to school (only two classes)
-Leaving school at 12:35 to go home
-Foods @ home
-Leave with mom to go to her work to wait for Colleen
-Go with Colleen to pick up her bf
-we get food together
-TRAVELING! (short cut style)
-Eureka Seven Movie
-TRAVELING (non short cut 1 hour style!)
-SLEEP
I'm excited! I am kind of hoping they give out like free posters! it's a one night only event they have to have free posters and I really want one >_>;
Colleen gave my other friend Cheeko a new nickname for awhile we were calling him "Meow" "Meow" but she changed it to Chikachu! so today I brought in my stuffed Pikachu XD he hates the name but he actually really loves Pikachu so he carried it around in his pocket and in his bag all day XD he asked me to bring it again tomorrow rofl. It was quite amusing to see him walking around with Pikachu sticking out his bag XD.
Last night was really sweet kinda lol. I pretty much abandoned my old aim account. I go under a different name now which is basically my LJ name minus the _ but yeah. I went on invisible last night cause I was really tired and I only wanted to talk with Elijah while I walked to and from my computer to do other stuff. Anyways he was using his cellphone and he couldn't contact me with me being away so he contacted me on my old account which got me thinking about our old conversations from when we were just friends. So I started reading some of it. It made me laugh lol, seriously it makes me feel like we were so young back then but it was just a year ago. Before he use to tell me he loved me and flirt a lot just to see how I reacted it's pretty funny to see how he grew from not being interested to us finally admitting we liked each other. We use to be so silly back then. I kind of miss those times but I am happier to be where we are now. He's such a sweetie, I love him so much <3. I woke up feeling so rejuvenated after reading those old logs. I miss him and I really can't wait to see him whenever that will be again.
Time for English reading <3
P.S. I got online the other morning to find this on DA~!

An old friend made it for me as a gift X3 I love it soooooo much~!!!!!!!
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Roses + WTF
Sep. 19th, 2009 | 08:13 am
mood:
artistic
music: "I Caught Myself"-Paramore
I felt like doing something completely different than my usual cute stuff. I wanted to do something with just 3 colors even though I cheated and used different shades of red. I love it ^_^ my friend's loved it/ were shocked to see me do something non-chibi

Full view it over here:http://ressed.deviantart.com/art/R oses-137506260
I want a dress like this <3
---
So I filed a compliant with "Onlywig". They e-mailed me back asking me to pay $9 for them to reship my correct wig. WTF how does $8 got to $7 and then up to $9!? they kept saying the same thing over and over just changing the price. Only when I filed the paypal claim did they say never mind to told me they would ship my wig for free on Monday. I still feel like leaving terrible feedback. Their communication was so poor. Only when I filed the claim asking for a full refund did they shape up. Never again will I ever buy a wig from them again. Ugh
Anyways lets see what I have been up too...well for some reason people come to me for relationship advice. I never minded til I met my hardest project >_> it's this guy I know who is just kinda stuck on getting a girlfriend. Thing he doesn't care who it is he will take anything. In the past 2 weeks he has liked about 4 different girls just cause they are pretty, he doesn't really know anything else about them other than that, which to mean is more of a lust thing. He only wants to date just because he never has before but they all have either said no or have boyfriends. His current crush just dumped her bf and already he is trying to move but he hates the fact that she is really religious he only likes her because she hugs him a lot. But she is just uber affectionate. I dunno, I asked him why he liked her and he is like "opposites attract" yet he hates the fact that she would choose God over him :/. I told him that's something he has to take into consideration BEFORE he starts crushing. He told me he doesn't mean to sound desperate but that is all I am getting from him >__>; ugh. At least he thanks me for giving him advice/ someone to talk to. I love helping my friends if they are willing to listen to me.
Yesterday mom and I were at the store and I made her buy this:

I love pumpkins!. This photo doesn't do it any justice :/ it's actually really huge!!! I think it was the biggest in the display XD I am going to carve it,then were gonna make a pumpkin pie,and eat pumpkin seeds <3. I wonder if I can grow a pumpkin in our yards >___> that would kick so much ass~.
P.S. I won't be changing my layout this weekend. I never finished the artwork I was gonna use >_>;

Full view it over here:http://ressed.deviantart.com/art/R
I want a dress like this <3
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So I filed a compliant with "Onlywig". They e-mailed me back asking me to pay $9 for them to reship my correct wig. WTF how does $8 got to $7 and then up to $9!? they kept saying the same thing over and over just changing the price. Only when I filed the paypal claim did they say never mind to told me they would ship my wig for free on Monday. I still feel like leaving terrible feedback. Their communication was so poor. Only when I filed the claim asking for a full refund did they shape up. Never again will I ever buy a wig from them again. Ugh
Anyways lets see what I have been up too...well for some reason people come to me for relationship advice. I never minded til I met my hardest project >_> it's this guy I know who is just kinda stuck on getting a girlfriend. Thing he doesn't care who it is he will take anything. In the past 2 weeks he has liked about 4 different girls just cause they are pretty, he doesn't really know anything else about them other than that, which to mean is more of a lust thing. He only wants to date just because he never has before but they all have either said no or have boyfriends. His current crush just dumped her bf and already he is trying to move but he hates the fact that she is really religious he only likes her because she hugs him a lot. But she is just uber affectionate. I dunno, I asked him why he liked her and he is like "opposites attract" yet he hates the fact that she would choose God over him :/. I told him that's something he has to take into consideration BEFORE he starts crushing. He told me he doesn't mean to sound desperate but that is all I am getting from him >__>; ugh. At least he thanks me for giving him advice/ someone to talk to. I love helping my friends if they are willing to listen to me.
Yesterday mom and I were at the store and I made her buy this:

I love pumpkins!. This photo doesn't do it any justice :/ it's actually really huge!!! I think it was the biggest in the display XD I am going to carve it,then were gonna make a pumpkin pie,and eat pumpkin seeds <3. I wonder if I can grow a pumpkin in our yards >___> that would kick so much ass~.
P.S. I won't be changing my layout this weekend. I never finished the artwork I was gonna use >_>;
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LET'S DO THIS GANG!
Sep. 16th, 2009 | 02:31 pm
mood:
ecstatic
We got a Fred!
For our Scoody Doo group :) it's some guy I just met today (well we never met properly cause I don't know his name!, I'll call him Freddy >_> ) he is friends with Laura and Cheeko (Daphine and Shaggy for the group) and he is super tall but he isn't blond. It's more dirty blond? light brown? idk. The point is. WE HAVE EVERYONE~! JINKIES! (<--- that line was totally used today). As for plans Laura wants to go to a party or a club >w< I'm not a clubber so I am trying to avoid it but I know where going to school dressed up and then Halloween day were doing a photo shoot (hell now we need a cameraman). Our Scooby Doo shall be the lovely Bailey because he is brown and mine XD.
We are currently planning the photo shoot locations but as far as I know it might be an abandoned house and by the lake or something.
I now need to:
-Buy Orange sweater (EW GROSS! only for cosplay shall I wear buy anything like this)
-Buy red skirt of fabric for red skirt
-FIND ORANGE SOCKS! (I may have to get these online)
-Figure out how to do my hair (haven't chosen but I don't want to cut it)
-Make a Scooby Doo collar and tag for Bailey
I'm really excited about the photo shoot and running around with the gang because we miiight actually have Scooby Snacks! someone offered to make us a batch today :D yay~
Oh! Update about Onlywig. BITCHES BILLED ME $7 ANYWAYS. I filed a claim saying I never got my item and I am not paying more money for their mistake. I am aware if the buyer is unhappy they can pay shipping to send it back but I never even got the right item to determine if I am happy with it or not. And guess what? the wig they mailed me they don't even sell! I checked to show Colleen and it wasn't there at all!!!! WTF!
Raaaage!
Eh I'm off to do English work and do some more drawings that popped in my head recently~
For our Scoody Doo group :) it's some guy I just met today (well we never met properly cause I don't know his name!, I'll call him Freddy >_> ) he is friends with Laura and Cheeko (Daphine and Shaggy for the group) and he is super tall but he isn't blond. It's more dirty blond? light brown? idk. The point is. WE HAVE EVERYONE~! JINKIES! (<--- that line was totally used today). As for plans Laura wants to go to a party or a club >w< I'm not a clubber so I am trying to avoid it but I know where going to school dressed up and then Halloween day were doing a photo shoot (hell now we need a cameraman). Our Scooby Doo shall be the lovely Bailey because he is brown and mine XD.
We are currently planning the photo shoot locations but as far as I know it might be an abandoned house and by the lake or something.
I now need to:
-Buy Orange sweater (EW GROSS! only for cosplay shall I wear buy anything like this)
-Buy red skirt of fabric for red skirt
-FIND ORANGE SOCKS! (I may have to get these online)
-Figure out how to do my hair (haven't chosen but I don't want to cut it)
-Make a Scooby Doo collar and tag for Bailey
I'm really excited about the photo shoot and running around with the gang because we miiight actually have Scooby Snacks! someone offered to make us a batch today :D yay~
Oh! Update about Onlywig. BITCHES BILLED ME $7 ANYWAYS. I filed a claim saying I never got my item and I am not paying more money for their mistake. I am aware if the buyer is unhappy they can pay shipping to send it back but I never even got the right item to determine if I am happy with it or not. And guess what? the wig they mailed me they don't even sell! I checked to show Colleen and it wasn't there at all!!!! WTF!
Raaaage!
Eh I'm off to do English work and do some more drawings that popped in my head recently~
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Good news + Bad News
Sep. 9th, 2009 | 01:56 pm
mood:
drained
-I miiiight be going to see the Eureka Seven movie "Goodnight Sleep Tight Young Lovers". I mentioned it today while talking to a friend about how it's so far away so I won't be seeing it and she invited me to go cause she has free tickets *w* apparently she entered and won a contest to see the Death Note movie but they fucked that up and gave her $700 worth or free stuff and I believe she has tickets for the movie so she invited me. Only issue is the movie is playing in Virgina and it's one night only which just so happens to be a thursday school night ;A;. I asked my mom anyways at first she was like no but I told her we'd be leaving early etc etc I miiight be going if dad says I'll be fine but currently it's in limbo. Still I wanna go. I freakin love Eureka Seven ;A; and it's one night only!!!! ON A BIG SCREEN!:

Colleen (my friend who invited me btw) works at a movie theaure and was telling me how people complain that their straws don't touch the bottom of the cups so if we do go were going to make someones life hell by complaining about that rofl.
Were also thinking about twinning as Eureka to the moive. I'd go as Anemone but I cut my wig ;A;
-I have been on an artist high lately. I found out one of my favorite artist on dA's birthday was a few days ago so I drew her this:

She LOVED it ;w; I am so happy~!
-I'm reading a new manga :O Deadman Wonderland. We (Avis and I) think it's from the same people who did Eureka Seven (BONES?) because the main characters look like Renton and Anemone so we call the girl "Albino Anemone" (her name in english is "White" anyways XD). It seems really cool :D I may do Shiro fanart.
- My Blair wig arrived today, only when I opened the package....IT WAS THE WRONG COLOR. I ordered dark purple and received GREY. I am sooooo glad I ordered my wig 2 months before AUSA otherwise I'd be having a panic attack right now. I sent them an email about it explaining that I refuse to pay postage since it wasn't my mistake, but if I have to pay for postage to send it back I am just going to say fuck it and sell it or attempt to dye it. I want my wig. I should have known something was wrong because I wasn't excited or counting the days like I normally am.
Mom complained saying I could have told her and we could have gotten a CHEAP wig from the beauty store for $18. I had to argue with her saying cheap long wigs = Cheap tangled messes in the back of the closet and that they don't have enough fibers (my Dejiko wig was a cheap beauty shop wig but my Dejiko hat hides how terrible the top really is). But she doesn't care. It's a costume so everything has to be cheap and not the right color >_>.
Ugh. This sucks XD.

I kind of want to keep it >_____>; it's pretty but I have 0 use for it.
- My closet is being invaded by something that I do not know of. Infact I am about to end this cause I need to find out what the fuck is going on. After the maggots stopped appearing these little fluttering things appeared, catch is, only in my closet. Even though there is no real source cause I have checked. I guess I'll spend the rest of my evening taking EVERYTHING out my closet (which is just clothes now because I got rid of everything else) and cleaning it out/throwing moth balls. I guess they are moths...I have seen them down in the laundry room too and got angry because my family probably let them in the house after leaving the doors open but wtf why is it always my room?.
Speaking of my room I have been getting some weird dreams. Last night I dreamt of Ozzy Osbourne in the gardening section of Home Depot. And then I woke up and didn't know who I was. Also I have been killing people in my dreams....I use to dream of happiness and sunflowers >_> yeah. I dunno what's happened to me.
