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SICK THE WEEK BEFORE CON!!?? + Creepers.
Nov. 16th, 2009 | 05:18 pm
mood: 
sick
I am sick. It started at 4 am Sunday morning. I couldn't stop sneezing so I woke up and took a pill to help me but it never stopped ALL of Sunday all I could was sneeze. Sometimes I would need 6 times in a row! I really felt light-headed and like I was going to past out at those points. I have taken a stronger pill since then but my it hurts really bad when I cough, I can't breathe threw my nose or taste my food. My skull feels like it's cracking it hurts so much and all this light is driving me fucking insane.
Ugh. I don't have the energy to finish my cosplays and stuff I needed to do and I can't find my Sociology text book to study for the test tomorrow. I am hoping it's in the truck.
Besides being sick today was really fun. The internet was down so Laura and I had fun with Cheeko. It was awesome. I got to touch the new girl's boobs (I sound like a creeper but she grabbed my hand and placed them there!) it was really random. I don't remember what we were talking about. But apparently the older guy tripped her on purpose and caught her and grabbed and squeezed her breast. I noticed at one point she had gone from friendly to really defensive but didn't know why til I read her FB status. Not cool :/.
This same guy messaged my on FB regarding a status I had posted a few minutes ago about wanting to go to the lolita meet-up in Greensboro. He wants to come and stare at cute girls....wtf. Or get people I never met to go with me since I mentioned not wanting to go to the meet-up alone. There is no way in hell I am accepting.
I feel so miserable. Please shoot me now.
Ugh. I don't have the energy to finish my cosplays and stuff I needed to do and I can't find my Sociology text book to study for the test tomorrow. I am hoping it's in the truck.
Besides being sick today was really fun. The internet was down so Laura and I had fun with Cheeko. It was awesome. I got to touch the new girl's boobs (I sound like a creeper but she grabbed my hand and placed them there!) it was really random. I don't remember what we were talking about. But apparently the older guy tripped her on purpose and caught her and grabbed and squeezed her breast. I noticed at one point she had gone from friendly to really defensive but didn't know why til I read her FB status. Not cool :/.
This same guy messaged my on FB regarding a status I had posted a few minutes ago about wanting to go to the lolita meet-up in Greensboro. He wants to come and stare at cute girls....wtf. Or get people I never met to go with me since I mentioned not wanting to go to the meet-up alone. There is no way in hell I am accepting.
I feel so miserable. Please shoot me now.
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I have no life.
Nov. 8th, 2009 | 03:27 pm
mood: 
happy
I am almost done sewing my lolita dress! it's beautiful!. It's everything I ever wanted in a lolita dress and it was really fun to make too. I'll be posting progress photos of the dress, headbow and wrist cuffs later this week when I get out of classes early (I still need to hem the top of the dress,make bows, waist ties, add pearls,etc!) I still a few things to do with the head bow. Making this dress was really fun, I am currently planning about two more dresses to make, one for my birthday since I just learned my big bro and his gf are taking me to eat Red Lobster!. I wish Lijah can come too ;A;.
Speaking of Lijah, he got a hair cut XD it's sooo cute <3! I told him I liked his hair better cut short so he cut it for when I see him in 2 weeks :) I am so excited! I have a lot of my cosplay work done, paid for my badge, got my ride planned out. All I need to do is go to Target and get shorts and socks and start packing things!
P.S. For some reason I am currently addicted to listening to "Let Me Go" by 3 doors down. I love this song!
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UGH >o< DO WANT!
Nov. 6th, 2009 | 10:31 am
mood: cheerful
I want it.
I didn't want it at first because I thought it was too bright and it wouldn't fit in with daily wear but as AUSA comes near I am thinking about doing deco lolita for times I am not in cosplay. It will give me a reason to wear my mint dress. But there are a few problems. I don't own socks to wear with it :/. I do however, have pink x white striped socks >:O ugh! I should have bought the pink jsk! so I could have worn it with my pink x white socks and pink wig! I feel retarded now.
Part of me wants to either sell my mint jsk or attempt to trade for the pink one but idk I get attached to my clothes after they are mine XD I never look to resell anything unless I know in my heart it will never be used again. I am so tempted to buy this dress! ugh!!!! even if I can't get it for AUSA it would be cute for Katsucon :/.
I really wish I could buy it! I would splurge but I didn't know I was $5O short on the hotel money (mom is giving me the difference!). Ugh.
I am getting some money!!! :) my friend has been showing his girlfriend my cosplay photos and she loved my Yako hairclips and bow and ask him to ask me if I would make them for her. So I have something towards my goal! apparently me and her have VERY similar taste. I really want to meet her! she will be cosplaying Yako at Otakon and wants him to go as Neuro. I really want to see them do that cosplay!! so Otakon might be back on my list! <3
I am also thinking about putting something on ebay and coscom.
I think I am getting a little too addicted with this print. I still want it in black but at the moment I have given up on it. PINK IS THE NEW BLACK!
Today was Fall Festival, HOLY CRAP my school is like or worst than a convention during these festivals! there are vendors and free food and gaming and it's just great but my neck has been causing me so much pain lately that I only stayed to watch them play video games and left. I wore loli though :D my teacher said I was all set for the festival! whoot.
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Lolita + Health day + My new BFF
Oct. 23rd, 2009 | 10:30 am
mood: 
accomplished
music: Gundam Seed Music
I have been really stressed out this week. I had a project due today so the only thing on my mind was finishing it and not getting scolded by my teacher. But I was also really distracted this week and I really don't think I was mentally anywhere, I just wanted to get out of class as soon as it was possible to escape. But this week wasn't really bad it was actually fun, I guess and best of all I got lolita clothes!!
( LOTS OF PICTURES!!! + I'M A MASCOT! )
NEEDS MOAR CAT!
HA HA HA!
P.S. I think my entries are more exciting with pictures, I'll try to turn this into a picture journal
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I AM SO BLOWN!
Oct. 19th, 2009 | 01:36 pm
mood: happy
I got online this morning at school and I found an e-mail from Bodyline on ebay. THE DRESS WAS SOLD OUT! So they gave me a full refund :/. I was so blown. I really wanted this dress in black but eh not much I can do. So I browsed around Bodyline for a bit. I was kind of pissed that I bought my stuff before the "Mr. Yan furious sale" and the free shipping on orders over $20 so I took advantage of both and bought the mint jsk version of the candy dress (only $25 :D yay~! cheaper than the black one). I hate how light blue looks on me and the pink version was too candy cane looking. I like the mint jsk though, it's cute I guess but I seriously have NOTHING in mint!. I'm going shopping after school tomorrow to attempt to find shoes ;A;. I am going to be making a headbow and probably picking up some mint ribbon and lace to sew onto some plain white socks (since I can't find anything I like online) Thanks Katie for the ideas!! <3 XD I might make wristcuffs too since I love them XD I can't wait to make some for my polkadot dress but SCHOOL IS KILLING ME! I have something to do every day this week XD ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
I was so blown about the dress cause I bought the black headbow with the intent of pairing it with the black dress :/ rofl.
Anyways I came home to find my Bodyline package had come~! I love it!!!! <333 the blouse fits perfectly (cept I am going to alter the sleeves because I think they are too big). I looooove the head bows~! omg ;A; they are sort of wrinkled but I love them!!!
Sorry no photos this post!! I have an English paper and then maybe an officers meeting for Anime club then sleep! I'll do a photo post on Thursday or Friday when I get my dress ^_^
P.S. I have bad luck with light. I have no light in my room and my lamp bulb died and then this new one doesn't light shit. I hate dim light. It pisses me off so much lol.
I was so blown about the dress cause I bought the black headbow with the intent of pairing it with the black dress :/ rofl.
Anyways I came home to find my Bodyline package had come~! I love it!!!! <333 the blouse fits perfectly (cept I am going to alter the sleeves because I think they are too big). I looooove the head bows~! omg ;A; they are sort of wrinkled but I love them!!!
Sorry no photos this post!! I have an English paper and then maybe an officers meeting for Anime club then sleep! I'll do a photo post on Thursday or Friday when I get my dress ^_^
P.S. I have bad luck with light. I have no light in my room and my lamp bulb died and then this new one doesn't light shit. I hate dim light. It pisses me off so much lol.
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lol, I spent way to much money last night + other shenanigans
Oct. 16th, 2009 | 02:18 pm
mood: sick
I purchased 40 Magic the Gathering cards for $20 for Elijah as a present ( I thought it was a pretty good deal and he's been wanting these cards so badly + he's getting me a present too! but I won't get mine til AUSA most likely \^o^/ ). Then I went ahead and purchased a few lolita goodies for myself that I have been eyeing!! I also got a 40" light pink wig for my Simca cosplay~! I'm hoping to finish that cosplay this weekend but I have about 3 homework assignments I need to get done! ugh!!. Anywho on to what I am currently waiting for!
( Recent buys I'm waiting to recieve )
Other shenanigans. Errr well. I was invited to a Halloween party tomorrow but I declined. Idk I sort of dislike parties with people I don't know which is retarded because people I do know are going to be there but eh idk. I don't hang out with my school friends at all really (except Laura because I feel like out of everyone we have the most in common but even then sometimes I feel like an outsider). I'm the lone wolf who sits in the corner who gets bad glances for never hanging out with anyone but I like just spending my weekends alone resting + I am using the fact that I have homework as an excuse not to go.
But I may go to the amusement park trip. I forgot what it's called but it's about an hour or something away and there having this Halloween thing like Six Flags does. It sounds like a lot of fun and I love amusement parks!! I might go but the plan is still up in the air. Idk
I'll end this with recent cute art:
I drew it because I have eaten a bag of candy corn every school day since October 1st. Which is probably the cause of my tummy being upset now. I know people say "Damn she is always sick!" but it's true. We have way too many viruses going around the campus this time of year. I keep getting these bad headaches and for the past two nights have suffered from awful stomach aches. I can't eat or drink without feeling like I can't hold it down. Stupid germ college!
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Life post
Oct. 12th, 2009 | 05:56 am
mood: ecstatic
music: birds chirping outside
Way too much has happened in the past 3 days, heres a rundown:
I didn't want to go to school on Friday. Even though I only had one class I still didn't feel like being there. I couldn't sleep the night before and mom was off on Friday so I asked her if she would stay around the school,let me present my project and then leave. So we get to my school and I run into the girl I have been wanting to talk to about creepy guy. He asked her out too and then I learned he has a 15 year old daughter >__________________>. We both were kind of wtf why do you want to date someone 5 years older than your own child! ugh but we also determined he's probably divorced.
Anyways when he came into the classroom mom took him outside and talked to him. He lied to her saying he never touched my waist but my shoulder >_> lying bitch. Mom didn't believe him and told him no never look at me, touch me, or talk to me or else she'll send the police on him for harassment. She wanted to handle the issue herself because security had questioned me and my friend but never the guy. I am a little worried because the person we both are suppose to be talking to is very "fair" and if he goes in saying he touched my shoulder and I go in saying the waist who is she really going to believe :/
I left class early because I really didn't want to be there anymore and went home with mom.
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I got my Pell Grant Check! we spent all morning setting up a bank account for online shopping and then spending some cash. I think I spent $300 on art supplies for school and some fabric and cosplay stuff. I also needed a new wallet. My old Chibi Maru one is really cute but I am sort of tired of looking at it and I wanted something more adult like (I got this long pink one so I can put stickers on it >_> sooooo adult. Sad part is mom was like "you got that so you can decorate it" >_> rofl.)
I got home and opened a new paypal account and then attempted to transfer some money to that account and got pissed because I now have to wait 3-5 days!!! UGH I wanna shop noooooooow! gonna buy some lolita and then some Magic cards for Lijah XD 40 cards for $20!!! I dunno it sounds cheap to me XD. The rest is going to Anime USA and dinner at AUSA~! we finally have money to go to a restaurant and eat a good meal! I'm excited because I am making him dress up to match my lolita dress \^o^/. It makes me emo to see cute girls dresses up with their boyfriends so I am happy to do the same with mine soon~! I just pray the dress comes in time >_> I shall be stalking my e-mail all week for that notice that the funds have transferred because that is the first thing I am buying.
I haven't chosen what to do for a headpiece though :/ there is this really cute plastic headband from Angelic Pretty I really really want! but you can't make orders from the Japanese site and then it's not on the English one. I might make a post on the sales community for it but idk kinda nervous about buying from people now a days >_>; ugh. I am thinking about making one but idk. When I know the dress is on it's way I'll start planning accessories.
Oh! another awesome thing! I am getting my hair dyed again. My brother's girlfriend dyes her hair all the time and my mom just got a new job at Sally's! mom says she want to wait at least 2 weeks before she starts buying the supplies but my brother's gf seems really excited to do my hair <3. I want to dye it all strawberry blonde ---> . Since me and Elijah are doing a couple outfit he pointed out that we won't be matching if I dye my hair ;A; (since way to many people say we look alike >_> even before we dated Matt told me I looked like him). But he's planning on cutting his hair (I think he looks cuter to me with short hair) before AUSA anyways XD. I'm so happy.
My brother and his gf are actually.......CUTE. I hung out with them Saturday night and we all when out and ate lunch on Sunday and I didn't feel grossed out or annoyed or anything >_> he acts normal with her instead of trying to be a big shot. Most times I hide in my room when his ex would come over but I actually feel comfy when she is here LOL that makes no sense. Whatever.
That's pretty much it. I'd talk about cosplay but that's another story...
Time to go back to killing time til Wednesday >o>
I didn't want to go to school on Friday. Even though I only had one class I still didn't feel like being there. I couldn't sleep the night before and mom was off on Friday so I asked her if she would stay around the school,let me present my project and then leave. So we get to my school and I run into the girl I have been wanting to talk to about creepy guy. He asked her out too and then I learned he has a 15 year old daughter >__________________>. We both were kind of wtf why do you want to date someone 5 years older than your own child! ugh but we also determined he's probably divorced.
Anyways when he came into the classroom mom took him outside and talked to him. He lied to her saying he never touched my waist but my shoulder >_> lying bitch. Mom didn't believe him and told him no never look at me, touch me, or talk to me or else she'll send the police on him for harassment. She wanted to handle the issue herself because security had questioned me and my friend but never the guy. I am a little worried because the person we both are suppose to be talking to is very "fair" and if he goes in saying he touched my shoulder and I go in saying the waist who is she really going to believe :/
I left class early because I really didn't want to be there anymore and went home with mom.
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I got my Pell Grant Check! we spent all morning setting up a bank account for online shopping and then spending some cash. I think I spent $300 on art supplies for school and some fabric and cosplay stuff. I also needed a new wallet. My old Chibi Maru one is really cute but I am sort of tired of looking at it and I wanted something more adult like (I got this long pink one so I can put stickers on it >_> sooooo adult. Sad part is mom was like "you got that so you can decorate it" >_> rofl.)
I got home and opened a new paypal account and then attempted to transfer some money to that account and got pissed because I now have to wait 3-5 days!!! UGH I wanna shop noooooooow! gonna buy some lolita and then some Magic cards for Lijah XD 40 cards for $20!!! I dunno it sounds cheap to me XD. The rest is going to Anime USA and dinner at AUSA~! we finally have money to go to a restaurant and eat a good meal! I'm excited because I am making him dress up to match my lolita dress \^o^/. It makes me emo to see cute girls dresses up with their boyfriends so I am happy to do the same with mine soon~! I just pray the dress comes in time >_> I shall be stalking my e-mail all week for that notice that the funds have transferred because that is the first thing I am buying.
I haven't chosen what to do for a headpiece though :/ there is this really cute plastic headband from Angelic Pretty I really really want! but you can't make orders from the Japanese site and then it's not on the English one. I might make a post on the sales community for it but idk kinda nervous about buying from people now a days >_>; ugh. I am thinking about making one but idk. When I know the dress is on it's way I'll start planning accessories.
Oh! another awesome thing! I am getting my hair dyed again. My brother's girlfriend dyes her hair all the time and my mom just got a new job at Sally's! mom says she want to wait at least 2 weeks before she starts buying the supplies but my brother's gf seems really excited to do my hair <3. I want to dye it all strawberry blonde ---> . Since me and Elijah are doing a couple outfit he pointed out that we won't be matching if I dye my hair ;A; (since way to many people say we look alike >_> even before we dated Matt told me I looked like him). But he's planning on cutting his hair (I think he looks cuter to me with short hair) before AUSA anyways XD. I'm so happy.
My brother and his gf are actually.......CUTE. I hung out with them Saturday night and we all when out and ate lunch on Sunday and I didn't feel grossed out or annoyed or anything >_> he acts normal with her instead of trying to be a big shot. Most times I hide in my room when his ex would come over but I actually feel comfy when she is here LOL that makes no sense. Whatever.
That's pretty much it. I'd talk about cosplay but that's another story...
Time to go back to killing time til Wednesday >o>
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I entered Bodyline's contest!!!
Aug. 6th, 2009 | 06:26 pm
mood: drained
I entered Bodyline's design contest. The winner gets there items made and sent to them for free and have it sold on the webstore. Sounds exciting XD. Anyways I entered :) here's my first entry: https://bodyline.co.jp/bodyline/showTBP
Everyone I have showed so far loves the black version (which is my favorite too~!)
I really want to design more but I can't think of anything/didn't notice they were looking for fall and winter themed items \;A;/ oh well I might design more tomorrow.
I feel like I am going to pass out now. Curse you allergies!
P.S. I had a dream I won $2,000 off a scratch card in a hick town. It makes me feel like playing again lol.
Everyone I have showed so far loves the black version (which is my favorite too~!)
I really want to design more but I can't think of anything/didn't notice they were looking for fall and winter themed items \;A;/ oh well I might design more tomorrow.
I feel like I am going to pass out now. Curse you allergies!
P.S. I had a dream I won $2,000 off a scratch card in a hick town. It makes me feel like playing again lol.
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OMG DO WANT DO WANT!!!!!!!!!
Aug. 6th, 2009 | 07:04 am
mood: ecstatic
I was checking out Bodyline's website this morning when I noticed they added THESE!:
OMGOMGOMG OMGOMGOMG OMGOMGOMG
DO WANT NOW!
I think I will get the strawberry bag first since it will match my strawberry skirt. While I'm on it I'm thinking about also buying the strawberry head bow I posted about too.
Only issue is..MONEY!. I am currently waiting on a buyer to pay me for my green wig. She said she gets paid in a few weeks so heres hoping. I was planning on using the money for my Blair wig but I fear greatly that these bags are going to sell out quickly ;A; I really hope they don't before I get at least one of the bags!!!!!!!
I love just about anything with cute strawberries and polkadots, especially in RED~!
Now I am hyper to finish up my entry for the bodyline contest. I went with a strawberry theme >__> heres hoping to that too!!
I think I will get the strawberry bag first since it will match my strawberry skirt. While I'm on it I'm thinking about also buying the strawberry head bow I posted about too.
Only issue is..MONEY!. I am currently waiting on a buyer to pay me for my green wig. She said she gets paid in a few weeks so heres hoping. I was planning on using the money for my Blair wig but I fear greatly that these bags are going to sell out quickly ;A; I really hope they don't before I get at least one of the bags!!!!!!!
I love just about anything with cute strawberries and polkadots, especially in RED~!
Now I am hyper to finish up my entry for the bodyline contest. I went with a strawberry theme >__> heres hoping to that too!!
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Quick Updates
Jul. 11th, 2009 | 08:52 pm
mood: sleepy
music: "Shooting Star (Party Rock Remix)"-LMFAO
Avis has me addicted to LMFAO at the moment. When I first discovered them I only liked La la la but I love Scream my Name and Shooting Star (Party Rock Remix). It's true they do make good dance songs~! <3
Random updates:
-Going back to Maryland around the 20th-. Picnic with friends that will involve "blowing shit up <3".
-I need to register for classes!!!! IEHJDKF deadline is coming. I got the fall paper and all my classes I want to take are still open <3
-Going to Laura's house today for side walk chalk art project
- Elijah and I now have a "song" ......squeeeee~! it's cute XD.
- I'm working on a drawing of my friend on Facebook as a chibi.
-I'm selling off some shit to buy these two. I'm going for a blackxpink sweet lolita outfit. I almost wanted it in pink then I remembered these socks and thought it would be cuter plus everyone on face book voted for the black one.
-Going to sleep now~!
Random updates:
-Going back to Maryland around the 20th-. Picnic with friends that will involve "blowing shit up <3".
-I need to register for classes!!!! IEHJDKF deadline is coming. I got the fall paper and all my classes I want to take are still open <3
-Going to Laura's house today for side walk chalk art project
- Elijah and I now have a "song" ......squeeeee~! it's cute XD.
- I'm working on a drawing of my friend on Facebook as a chibi.
-I'm selling off some shit to buy these two. I'm going for a blackxpink sweet lolita outfit. I almost wanted it in pink then I remembered these socks and thought it would be cuter plus everyone on face book voted for the black one.
-Going to sleep now~!