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AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 06:45 pm
mood: 
bouncy
I miiight get to see Elijah early next week!
I remembered he doesn't have class on thursday so I asked him if he'd be willing to come to North Carolina with my dad that night, sleep over and we all drive to VA together in the morning and he said yes!. I asked mom but dad had gone to bed before I could ask but I am sure he'll say yes. Otherwise Elijah will have to take the bus and train alone and he doesn't know how to get to the hotel alone. And I need extra hands to help me carry my Blair's wig and hat so it works out for both of us!
I'm so excited!! >w<
I practically finished my lolita outfit today. It's inspired by Angelic Pretty's Bunny Pocket's JSK. The only thing I have to do is finish Elijah's tie (I am too tired to sew anything atm so it's just sitting there half finished on my machine. But everything else is done. I still have to finish Miku and Blair too but both are half finished (Blair is missing buttons on the hat and diamonds on the dress and Miku's wig needs to be hot water treated and have the ribbons tied to it.
But for now I am tired and am going to bed.
I can't wait to see hiiiiiiiiiiiiim >w< it's been too long!
I remembered he doesn't have class on thursday so I asked him if he'd be willing to come to North Carolina with my dad that night, sleep over and we all drive to VA together in the morning and he said yes!. I asked mom but dad had gone to bed before I could ask but I am sure he'll say yes. Otherwise Elijah will have to take the bus and train alone and he doesn't know how to get to the hotel alone. And I need extra hands to help me carry my Blair's wig and hat so it works out for both of us!
I'm so excited!! >w<
I practically finished my lolita outfit today. It's inspired by Angelic Pretty's Bunny Pocket's JSK. The only thing I have to do is finish Elijah's tie (I am too tired to sew anything atm so it's just sitting there half finished on my machine. But everything else is done. I still have to finish Miku and Blair too but both are half finished (Blair is missing buttons on the hat and diamonds on the dress and Miku's wig needs to be hot water treated and have the ribbons tied to it.
But for now I am tired and am going to bed.
I can't wait to see hiiiiiiiiiiiiim >w< it's been too long!
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I have no life.
Nov. 8th, 2009 | 03:27 pm
mood: 
happy
I am almost done sewing my lolita dress! it's beautiful!. It's everything I ever wanted in a lolita dress and it was really fun to make too. I'll be posting progress photos of the dress, headbow and wrist cuffs later this week when I get out of classes early (I still need to hem the top of the dress,make bows, waist ties, add pearls,etc!) I still a few things to do with the head bow. Making this dress was really fun, I am currently planning about two more dresses to make, one for my birthday since I just learned my big bro and his gf are taking me to eat Red Lobster!. I wish Lijah can come too ;A;.
Speaking of Lijah, he got a hair cut XD it's sooo cute <3! I told him I liked his hair better cut short so he cut it for when I see him in 2 weeks :) I am so excited! I have a lot of my cosplay work done, paid for my badge, got my ride planned out. All I need to do is go to Target and get shorts and socks and start packing things!
P.S. For some reason I am currently addicted to listening to "Let Me Go" by 3 doors down. I love this song!
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Life post
Oct. 12th, 2009 | 05:56 am
mood: ecstatic
music: birds chirping outside
Way too much has happened in the past 3 days, heres a rundown:
I didn't want to go to school on Friday. Even though I only had one class I still didn't feel like being there. I couldn't sleep the night before and mom was off on Friday so I asked her if she would stay around the school,let me present my project and then leave. So we get to my school and I run into the girl I have been wanting to talk to about creepy guy. He asked her out too and then I learned he has a 15 year old daughter >__________________>. We both were kind of wtf why do you want to date someone 5 years older than your own child! ugh but we also determined he's probably divorced.
Anyways when he came into the classroom mom took him outside and talked to him. He lied to her saying he never touched my waist but my shoulder >_> lying bitch. Mom didn't believe him and told him no never look at me, touch me, or talk to me or else she'll send the police on him for harassment. She wanted to handle the issue herself because security had questioned me and my friend but never the guy. I am a little worried because the person we both are suppose to be talking to is very "fair" and if he goes in saying he touched my shoulder and I go in saying the waist who is she really going to believe :/
I left class early because I really didn't want to be there anymore and went home with mom.
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I got my Pell Grant Check! we spent all morning setting up a bank account for online shopping and then spending some cash. I think I spent $300 on art supplies for school and some fabric and cosplay stuff. I also needed a new wallet. My old Chibi Maru one is really cute but I am sort of tired of looking at it and I wanted something more adult like (I got this long pink one so I can put stickers on it >_> sooooo adult. Sad part is mom was like "you got that so you can decorate it" >_> rofl.)
I got home and opened a new paypal account and then attempted to transfer some money to that account and got pissed because I now have to wait 3-5 days!!! UGH I wanna shop noooooooow! gonna buy some lolita and then some Magic cards for Lijah XD 40 cards for $20!!! I dunno it sounds cheap to me XD. The rest is going to Anime USA and dinner at AUSA~! we finally have money to go to a restaurant and eat a good meal! I'm excited because I am making him dress up to match my lolita dress \^o^/. It makes me emo to see cute girls dresses up with their boyfriends so I am happy to do the same with mine soon~! I just pray the dress comes in time >_> I shall be stalking my e-mail all week for that notice that the funds have transferred because that is the first thing I am buying.
I haven't chosen what to do for a headpiece though :/ there is this really cute plastic headband from Angelic Pretty I really really want! but you can't make orders from the Japanese site and then it's not on the English one. I might make a post on the sales community for it but idk kinda nervous about buying from people now a days >_>; ugh. I am thinking about making one but idk. When I know the dress is on it's way I'll start planning accessories.
Oh! another awesome thing! I am getting my hair dyed again. My brother's girlfriend dyes her hair all the time and my mom just got a new job at Sally's! mom says she want to wait at least 2 weeks before she starts buying the supplies but my brother's gf seems really excited to do my hair <3. I want to dye it all strawberry blonde ---> . Since me and Elijah are doing a couple outfit he pointed out that we won't be matching if I dye my hair ;A; (since way to many people say we look alike >_> even before we dated Matt told me I looked like him). But he's planning on cutting his hair (I think he looks cuter to me with short hair) before AUSA anyways XD. I'm so happy.
My brother and his gf are actually.......CUTE. I hung out with them Saturday night and we all when out and ate lunch on Sunday and I didn't feel grossed out or annoyed or anything >_> he acts normal with her instead of trying to be a big shot. Most times I hide in my room when his ex would come over but I actually feel comfy when she is here LOL that makes no sense. Whatever.
That's pretty much it. I'd talk about cosplay but that's another story...
Time to go back to killing time til Wednesday >o>
I didn't want to go to school on Friday. Even though I only had one class I still didn't feel like being there. I couldn't sleep the night before and mom was off on Friday so I asked her if she would stay around the school,let me present my project and then leave. So we get to my school and I run into the girl I have been wanting to talk to about creepy guy. He asked her out too and then I learned he has a 15 year old daughter >__________________>. We both were kind of wtf why do you want to date someone 5 years older than your own child! ugh but we also determined he's probably divorced.
Anyways when he came into the classroom mom took him outside and talked to him. He lied to her saying he never touched my waist but my shoulder >_> lying bitch. Mom didn't believe him and told him no never look at me, touch me, or talk to me or else she'll send the police on him for harassment. She wanted to handle the issue herself because security had questioned me and my friend but never the guy. I am a little worried because the person we both are suppose to be talking to is very "fair" and if he goes in saying he touched my shoulder and I go in saying the waist who is she really going to believe :/
I left class early because I really didn't want to be there anymore and went home with mom.
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I got my Pell Grant Check! we spent all morning setting up a bank account for online shopping and then spending some cash. I think I spent $300 on art supplies for school and some fabric and cosplay stuff. I also needed a new wallet. My old Chibi Maru one is really cute but I am sort of tired of looking at it and I wanted something more adult like (I got this long pink one so I can put stickers on it >_> sooooo adult. Sad part is mom was like "you got that so you can decorate it" >_> rofl.)
I got home and opened a new paypal account and then attempted to transfer some money to that account and got pissed because I now have to wait 3-5 days!!! UGH I wanna shop noooooooow! gonna buy some lolita and then some Magic cards for Lijah XD 40 cards for $20!!! I dunno it sounds cheap to me XD. The rest is going to Anime USA and dinner at AUSA~! we finally have money to go to a restaurant and eat a good meal! I'm excited because I am making him dress up to match my lolita dress \^o^/. It makes me emo to see cute girls dresses up with their boyfriends so I am happy to do the same with mine soon~! I just pray the dress comes in time >_> I shall be stalking my e-mail all week for that notice that the funds have transferred because that is the first thing I am buying.
I haven't chosen what to do for a headpiece though :/ there is this really cute plastic headband from Angelic Pretty I really really want! but you can't make orders from the Japanese site and then it's not on the English one. I might make a post on the sales community for it but idk kinda nervous about buying from people now a days >_>; ugh. I am thinking about making one but idk. When I know the dress is on it's way I'll start planning accessories.
Oh! another awesome thing! I am getting my hair dyed again. My brother's girlfriend dyes her hair all the time and my mom just got a new job at Sally's! mom says she want to wait at least 2 weeks before she starts buying the supplies but my brother's gf seems really excited to do my hair <3. I want to dye it all strawberry blonde ---> . Since me and Elijah are doing a couple outfit he pointed out that we won't be matching if I dye my hair ;A; (since way to many people say we look alike >_> even before we dated Matt told me I looked like him). But he's planning on cutting his hair (I think he looks cuter to me with short hair) before AUSA anyways XD. I'm so happy.
My brother and his gf are actually.......CUTE. I hung out with them Saturday night and we all when out and ate lunch on Sunday and I didn't feel grossed out or annoyed or anything >_> he acts normal with her instead of trying to be a big shot. Most times I hide in my room when his ex would come over but I actually feel comfy when she is here LOL that makes no sense. Whatever.
That's pretty much it. I'd talk about cosplay but that's another story...
Time to go back to killing time til Wednesday >o>
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Piiiiiikachuuuuu~
Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 05:02 pm
mood: cheerful
-Going to school (only two classes)
-Leaving school at 12:35 to go home
-Foods @ home
-Leave with mom to go to her work to wait for Colleen
-Go with Colleen to pick up her bf
-we get food together
-TRAVELING! (short cut style)
-Eureka Seven Movie
-TRAVELING (non short cut 1 hour style!)
-SLEEP
I'm excited! I am kind of hoping they give out like free posters! it's a one night only event they have to have free posters and I really want one >_>;
Colleen gave my other friend Cheeko a new nickname for awhile we were calling him "Meow" "Meow" but she changed it to Chikachu! so today I brought in my stuffed Pikachu XD he hates the name but he actually really loves Pikachu so he carried it around in his pocket and in his bag all day XD he asked me to bring it again tomorrow rofl. It was quite amusing to see him walking around with Pikachu sticking out his bag XD.
Last night was really sweet kinda lol. I pretty much abandoned my old aim account. I go under a different name now which is basically my LJ name minus the _ but yeah. I went on invisible last night cause I was really tired and I only wanted to talk with Elijah while I walked to and from my computer to do other stuff. Anyways he was using his cellphone and he couldn't contact me with me being away so he contacted me on my old account which got me thinking about our old conversations from when we were just friends. So I started reading some of it. It made me laugh lol, seriously it makes me feel like we were so young back then but it was just a year ago. Before he use to tell me he loved me and flirt a lot just to see how I reacted it's pretty funny to see how he grew from not being interested to us finally admitting we liked each other. We use to be so silly back then. I kind of miss those times but I am happier to be where we are now. He's such a sweetie, I love him so much <3. I woke up feeling so rejuvenated after reading those old logs. I miss him and I really can't wait to see him whenever that will be again.
Time for English reading <3
P.S. I got online the other morning to find this on DA~!
An old friend made it for me as a gift X3 I love it soooooo much~!!!!!!!
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Embrassing fangirl attack
Sep. 13th, 2009 | 04:32 pm
mood: happy
I love Hailey Kiyoko (Velma in the new Scooby Doo Movie) so much I sent her a request on Facebook proclaiming my love.
Yes. I am a dork. But at least about 10+ of my friends agree with me and love her too~!!
In other news my poor baby is sick ;A; I wish I could be there to take care of him <3 he sounds awful. Get well soon my love ;A;
Yes. I am a dork. But at least about 10+ of my friends agree with me and love her too~!!
In other news my poor baby is sick ;A; I wish I could be there to take care of him <3 he sounds awful. Get well soon my love ;A;
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Back from Maryland =A=; (lots of bitching ahead)
Aug. 3rd, 2009 | 10:08 am
mood: 
sleepy
I'm back from visiting in Maryland. I ended up staying longer than usual by like a day. But while I was there I got the money for my school!! I have to get up there to pay them by like TOMORROW~!!!!!!!!!
My trip for the most part was fun but some of it just made me RAAAAAAAGE!
( Weekend post and bitching over here )
My trip for the most part was fun but some of it just made me RAAAAAAAGE!
( Weekend post and bitching over here )
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Ugh
Jul. 25th, 2009 | 08:14 pm
mood: sleepy
I finished this today. I love it but I messed up the flag so much (wrong shape!) oh well I'm not expecting anyone to notice. I am raping hanako's star brushes...they are just too cute!.
Yep I'm going to bed now since obviously we can't have a good night without fighting over the most stupidest things.
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I registered for classes today
Jul. 22nd, 2009 | 01:24 pm
mood: thirsty
The lady was not pleased with me for registering so late and of course mom pretended like I never mentioned it was open but whatever here's my classes:
-Drawing Fundamentals
-Graphic Design 1
-Design Applications
-English Composition Strategies
-Sociology
The only thing that saddens me is that this semester ends on my birthday.Whoot. There goes another year of no birthday plans. Not that I care anymore seeing as the person I want to spend my birthday with won't even be around. Life is so great isn't it?
Guess I am happy about one thing : NO MATH CLASSES!
Mom was upset because we met one of my friends (I only talked to her 3 times the whole year really) who kept talking and wouldn't stop. She was nice for keeping me entertained but ugh!! we had to wait a really long time and so we went to get snacks and she almost told the lady in the bookstore her whole life story!!! If I hadn't had started walking first we might have missed our turns!. Mom thought she was annoying but we hadn't seen each other alot so we had alot to talk about. She was pretty rude the way she asked for some of my snacks though......I bought Twisters so I can get change and she just demanded it like I really owed her it. Wtf. Not even a please or thank you. Geeeeesh manners people. Use them.
Yesterday sucked I kept getting into arguments with Elijah. We'd fight, hang up,make up and then fight again. It was really stressful. In the end we made up again. I'm really edgy because it's about to be my time of the month and stuff he was saying/doing pissed me off :/ Were both really glad were on good terms again. But still I don't know sometimes I feel like he really doesn't care. When I talk to him I turn off my computer so I am not just talking with friends or whatever and when he talks to me hes playing WoW and talking with his brother and sometimes he cuts me off to talk to him. It's pretty annoying even if I confront it he turns it as if it's my fault for not speaking yet when I do speak he askes me what I have said after I just explained it and wonders why I get bitchy. I hate feeling ignored and talking to myself. I give him all my attention and only get half of his. I hate talking to him when he plays online games but he has his hobbies and I have mine.
I need to do laundry going to Maryland next week
-Graphic Design 1
-Design Applications
-English Composition Strategies
-Sociology
The only thing that saddens me is that this semester ends on my birthday.Whoot. There goes another year of no birthday plans. Not that I care anymore seeing as the person I want to spend my birthday with won't even be around. Life is so great isn't it?
Guess I am happy about one thing : NO MATH CLASSES!
Mom was upset because we met one of my friends (I only talked to her 3 times the whole year really) who kept talking and wouldn't stop. She was nice for keeping me entertained but ugh!! we had to wait a really long time and so we went to get snacks and she almost told the lady in the bookstore her whole life story!!! If I hadn't had started walking first we might have missed our turns!. Mom thought she was annoying but we hadn't seen each other alot so we had alot to talk about. She was pretty rude the way she asked for some of my snacks though......I bought Twisters so I can get change and she just demanded it like I really owed her it. Wtf. Not even a please or thank you. Geeeeesh manners people. Use them.
Yesterday sucked I kept getting into arguments with Elijah. We'd fight, hang up,make up and then fight again. It was really stressful. In the end we made up again. I'm really edgy because it's about to be my time of the month and stuff he was saying/doing pissed me off :/ Were both really glad were on good terms again. But still I don't know sometimes I feel like he really doesn't care. When I talk to him I turn off my computer so I am not just talking with friends or whatever and when he talks to me hes playing WoW and talking with his brother and sometimes he cuts me off to talk to him. It's pretty annoying even if I confront it he turns it as if it's my fault for not speaking yet when I do speak he askes me what I have said after I just explained it and wonders why I get bitchy. I hate feeling ignored and talking to myself. I give him all my attention and only get half of his. I hate talking to him when he plays online games but he has his hobbies and I have mine.
I need to do laundry going to Maryland next week
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Another 4 hours of not speaking and....
Jul. 21st, 2009 | 02:16 pm
mood: thirsty
We make up :D
Nope. Another fight.
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:/
Jul. 21st, 2009 | 09:16 am
mood: tired
Why are guys so DIFFICULT. When you say something hurtful your suppose to say SORRY not try to sweet talk your way out of it and then leave when it fails, wake up, call back and pretend nothing happened/ make it seem like the whole fight is my fault.
Gee thanks for letting me know you care about feelings. Thanks. Oh and thanks for hanging up when all I wanted was an apology.
In another news. I want to eat some cereal but the milk is bad. Oh! and because I was so angry about last night,and the fact that my brother kept his TV on ALL night while he slept. I didn't sleep at all <3. Yay. What a [SARCASM]WONDERFUL[/SARCASM] day is turning out to be!!!
Oh a brighter note I'm registering for classes this week. I don't want to talk about it right now just because from what I think I might only need to take 2 class. I don't know if I have to take math and english again :/ but if I don't have to take them I only have to go to classes 2 times a day. I'm hoping that's how it will be but at the same time I want to hang out with everyone. I had so much fun last semester!!!
Gee thanks for letting me know you care about feelings. Thanks. Oh and thanks for hanging up when all I wanted was an apology.
In another news. I want to eat some cereal but the milk is bad. Oh! and because I was so angry about last night,and the fact that my brother kept his TV on ALL night while he slept. I didn't sleep at all <3. Yay. What a [SARCASM]WONDERFUL[/SARCASM] day is turning out to be!!!
Oh a brighter note I'm registering for classes this week. I don't want to talk about it right now just because from what I think I might only need to take 2 class. I don't know if I have to take math and english again :/ but if I don't have to take them I only have to go to classes 2 times a day. I'm hoping that's how it will be but at the same time I want to hang out with everyone. I had so much fun last semester!!!