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I'm caught in a bad romance
Nov. 13th, 2009 | 02:24 pm
mood: 
cheerful
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
No not really. I am just addicted to this song atm.
Art show was today! they called for us to come but I was too nervous to go ;A; the other graphic design students sort of scare me so I never hang out with them. I guess it's because no one smiles. In "Asian Pop Culture Club" people smile at me so I know they are friendly ;w;.
Today I almost learned to play Yu Gi Oh. Nick kept getting distracted and didn't want tot play anymore so I took over but because I don't know how to play Andy did all the work and I just held the cards lol fail. Also I discovered the "drama" half of the room. Geezh they are so dramatic. I am sure there is good reason but I am so tired of people running out the room crying or telling people now isn't the time because someone is crying and should just leave the room. Ugh. And Colleen thinks I am so sweet and don't bitch about anyone lol she'd love my LJ.
This week (besides finding out AJ is leaving) was awesome! Nelson his lesbian friend and I called "Mr.Pretty Eyes" at home and just started staying random stuff to him on the phone. It was awesome. I laughed so hard I cried. He didn't know I was there so when I said " HI MR. PRETTY EYES!" he started cussing really loud and screaming "NO NOT YOU!". At one point I just started singing the lyrics to the apple bottom jeans song (yeah I don't know the title lol.) Nelson had to feed me most of the lines since I only knew the first two. Apparently he was "trying to get laid" and asked us if we would stop calling him but at the same time he told me he couldn't hang up on me even though a few times he did XD. Bitch.
Anime USA is next week! I found out that Justin A.K.A the guy that booked our room can't make it anymore. Meaning it's only me and Elijah in a room together (ooh la la). Kathy can't make it anymore either :C so now I am only thinking about cosplaying on friday and wearing lolita for saturday (and miku). I really have no other plans. I wanted to go to the Kaya concert but I have to magically get a badge for Elijah and I doubt anyone will let me steal theirs for until the concert is over :<. I need to remember to print out my papers so I can get my badge. I will be packing everything on sunday that is finished. I can't believe it's next weekend and I STILL don't have Miku even started yet. Ugh. I shouldn't be posting I should be sewing!
Oh and I dyed my hair :)
It was actually a huge mistake (the lady sold me the wrong developer!, mom works for the company so we can't get my money back) and I don't know if I like it yet or not but meh. If I dare complain about it even the slightest bit mom will flip on me about how she is right so I will just nod and say I like it. I didn't like my blonde hair that much either it took a few days for me to get use to it. I'll post photos but the ones I took suck. I only have lamps for light so it looks weird.
Art show was today! they called for us to come but I was too nervous to go ;A; the other graphic design students sort of scare me so I never hang out with them. I guess it's because no one smiles. In "Asian Pop Culture Club" people smile at me so I know they are friendly ;w;.
Today I almost learned to play Yu Gi Oh. Nick kept getting distracted and didn't want tot play anymore so I took over but because I don't know how to play Andy did all the work and I just held the cards lol fail. Also I discovered the "drama" half of the room. Geezh they are so dramatic. I am sure there is good reason but I am so tired of people running out the room crying or telling people now isn't the time because someone is crying and should just leave the room. Ugh. And Colleen thinks I am so sweet and don't bitch about anyone lol she'd love my LJ.
This week (besides finding out AJ is leaving) was awesome! Nelson his lesbian friend and I called "Mr.Pretty Eyes" at home and just started staying random stuff to him on the phone. It was awesome. I laughed so hard I cried. He didn't know I was there so when I said " HI MR. PRETTY EYES!" he started cussing really loud and screaming "NO NOT YOU!". At one point I just started singing the lyrics to the apple bottom jeans song (yeah I don't know the title lol.) Nelson had to feed me most of the lines since I only knew the first two. Apparently he was "trying to get laid" and asked us if we would stop calling him but at the same time he told me he couldn't hang up on me even though a few times he did XD. Bitch.
Anime USA is next week! I found out that Justin A.K.A the guy that booked our room can't make it anymore. Meaning it's only me and Elijah in a room together (ooh la la). Kathy can't make it anymore either :C so now I am only thinking about cosplaying on friday and wearing lolita for saturday (and miku). I really have no other plans. I wanted to go to the Kaya concert but I have to magically get a badge for Elijah and I doubt anyone will let me steal theirs for until the concert is over :<. I need to remember to print out my papers so I can get my badge. I will be packing everything on sunday that is finished. I can't believe it's next weekend and I STILL don't have Miku even started yet. Ugh. I shouldn't be posting I should be sewing!
Oh and I dyed my hair :)
It was actually a huge mistake (the lady sold me the wrong developer!, mom works for the company so we can't get my money back) and I don't know if I like it yet or not but meh. If I dare complain about it even the slightest bit mom will flip on me about how she is right so I will just nod and say I like it. I didn't like my blonde hair that much either it took a few days for me to get use to it. I'll post photos but the ones I took suck. I only have lamps for light so it looks weird.
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Sadness :C
Nov. 12th, 2009 | 01:08 pm
mood: 
cold
music: "Bad Romance"-Lady Gaga
Today an old friend popped into the wireless room. He use to go to our school and was there last semester but he one day never showed up for pretty much two weeks. We all thought something bad happened yet he was very active on facebook. I PMed him asking him what's up and he told me he would visit us soon but never gave me the reason he was out of school til today.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:
It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
He's leaving to go to NYC for a year to become a Buddhist monk :C. He pretty told us if there was anything of his we wanted he would give it to us for free (I tried to get his computer but someone already had dibs on it. Shit.). I hate seeing friends go. It's the most heart breaking thing ever. ACC won't be the same.
Other than that today was decent. I submitted some pieces to my school's art competition. I am excited to see my work on display tomorrow. One of the pieces I submitted was this:
It looks so beautiful on nice glossy paper~! but the printer fucked it up :/ it sort of shifted on one of the bunnies. I hope they don't think it's shit because the printer messed it up. The other turned out fine though.
P.S. This rain needs to stop like now plz. All the rivers are flooded, it's sort of fun to see but I hate the rain so I wish it would stop! also it's cold and rainy >O< ugh. I hate this.
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Ugh. College is hard
Nov. 9th, 2009 | 01:56 pm
mood: cold
I stressed like hell to study for my Drawing exam last week. I even woke up and grabbed my notes to read them before getting dressed and guess what. I still managed a D. Thing is I had way more right than wrong and he COULD have been a nice guy and gave me half credit on one answer (I forgot to add a word) but no. He marked the whole thing wrong and wrote the word I left out :/. It pissed me off. I had a friend look at it and the grade was right but ughhhh. At least the part I stressed on I got correct with a +. I am happy about that.
I feel like I am going to fail this semester of college. I don't know where my brain is and it's mostly the test that kill me. I hate test.
I also hate people. I know I bitch about a lot of my so called "friends" here but I don't really hate anyone. People shift from my good side to my bad side with their behavior but this bitch. I don't know. We are so similar but opposites. I am really girly and draw cute things and she is more "Digital artist are lazy bitches" super traditional art only hypocrite goth (makes no sense.). Today I had to do some art homework so I took my canvas back to the room to wait til my ride comes. Another friend walks in but I don't start talking to them as a group I just sort of sit in the corner texting and the friend that walks in is talking to her about her artwork and is all "Hey do you should take classes here for drawing" and bitch is all "lol I am already good at art the classes and teachers here are a fucking joke and the people that take them don't know how to draw and never will and I don't need classes cause I am really really great AT EVERYTHING". I seriously think she was really trying to slam me. But thing is. I am not in college to study how to draw. I am here for Graphic Design. We focus on illustrations,magazine layouts,poster designs, etc etc. Drawing 1 is just a class you have to take for the program to sort of see how you are and remember basics.
Like today we did magazine spreads:
Sorry the image is small. It's basically a magazine spread featuring Lagy Gaga's crazy fashion outfits and an article about her talking about her music and clothes as art :3.
I didn't want to but in to the conversation or anything but I seriously disagree with her about everything and I find it hilarious when she askes me how to do shit in MS PAINT. Whatever happened to the almighty traditional media? I use photoshop bitch!
Also I discovered I have a new crowd D: I hang out with the gay people now. I loves them X3 Nelson is awesome! and I always loved his friend with the bluexpink spiked hair but due to his job he had to cut it off ;A;
I feel like I am going to fail this semester of college. I don't know where my brain is and it's mostly the test that kill me. I hate test.
I also hate people. I know I bitch about a lot of my so called "friends" here but I don't really hate anyone. People shift from my good side to my bad side with their behavior but this bitch. I don't know. We are so similar but opposites. I am really girly and draw cute things and she is more "Digital artist are lazy bitches" super traditional art only hypocrite goth (makes no sense.). Today I had to do some art homework so I took my canvas back to the room to wait til my ride comes. Another friend walks in but I don't start talking to them as a group I just sort of sit in the corner texting and the friend that walks in is talking to her about her artwork and is all "Hey do you should take classes here for drawing" and bitch is all "lol I am already good at art the classes and teachers here are a fucking joke and the people that take them don't know how to draw and never will and I don't need classes cause I am really really great AT EVERYTHING". I seriously think she was really trying to slam me. But thing is. I am not in college to study how to draw. I am here for Graphic Design. We focus on illustrations,magazine layouts,poster designs, etc etc. Drawing 1 is just a class you have to take for the program to sort of see how you are and remember basics.
Like today we did magazine spreads:
Sorry the image is small. It's basically a magazine spread featuring Lagy Gaga's crazy fashion outfits and an article about her talking about her music and clothes as art :3.
I didn't want to but in to the conversation or anything but I seriously disagree with her about everything and I find it hilarious when she askes me how to do shit in MS PAINT. Whatever happened to the almighty traditional media? I use photoshop bitch!
Also I discovered I have a new crowd D: I hang out with the gay people now. I loves them X3 Nelson is awesome! and I always loved his friend with the bluexpink spiked hair but due to his job he had to cut it off ;A;
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Let's talk about race
Nov. 5th, 2009 | 12:58 pm
mood: 
busy
My least favorite subject.
I really hate it when people find the need to CONSTANTLY REMIND ME WHAT I AM. I am mixed (black,white,american indian and asian) and yet people feel the need to ride me on the fact that I am black. I already know this, my mother is black and I see her every day. I know my races and I don't do around gloating that I am this or that, people ask me, but I am getting so fucking sick a tired of a few people riding on me about being black out of everything.
I have this friend. He is an ass but he says out of everyone he hates me the least. We have class together and talk outside of class and I don't hate him the least bit but it annoys me when he constantly goes "YOUR A BLACK PERSON". He told me he'd never sleep with me because I am black dispite the fact that I am hot which I am glad he feels this way cause he isn't my type either and the though of that makes me want to vomit as I type this. Today I was talking and he makes a comment about me and add (opps but your black!) at the end the sentence (directed to me since I was the only one there at the time that is mixed) and it's like UEDFGHJDSKFG I get it! I know it! I knew it all my life, must I have to hear it every single day????????
Another thing that pisses me off is when the asian kids at my school have to constantly remind people that THEY are asian. This one guy was playing the piano and he didn't look like he could play so I asked him if he was really playing that from memory and he goes "Yeah I am asian!" wtf does that have to do with anything? The other asian guy add that to ALL of his sentences. Cheeko couldn't read something so the guy goes "I CAN READ IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN AND I HAVE SMALL EYES!" I need to ask him why he says that after all his sentences. He'll also go "THAT IS RACIST IS IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN" everytime someone says something >_>. I really hate people like that.
We can see you. We know what you are. You don't have to remind us.
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As far as life post is concerned my wisdom tooth is driving me insane and I am going to get it removed soon. On top of that I am stressed with sewing for AUSA! and I still need to buy shit from Target + ask my dad if he will give me the money I am missing for the hotel ;A; (I saved a lot but I need to eat!. I have been using my card a bit ;A; I am sure I don't have all the money for the hotel but I was already a few bucks short anyways! He'll be here tomorrow night so I can ask him!!
Also, everyone is so into deers now it makes me want something! I really want this adorable fabric from etsy for my birthday so I can make a dress with it!
Tomorrow is Fall Festival ;A; I sort of want to stay for an hour and then leave cause I have to do stuff (like washing my hair with dish washing liquid because of a accident! oh joy!)
***EDIT: A few months ago I had a dream that my school taught a ghost hunting class but I when I woke up I laughed about it never happening....GUESS WHAT
THEY JUST OPENED A GHOST HUNTING CLASS!
My dreams usually always happen this way but since I think they are dreams I never pay attention to them until something really happens. It's so cool they go to haunted locations and everything!!!!! <333333333333 I love you ACC but I doubt my Grandpa would want to pay for me to learn about Ghost Hunting.
I really hate it when people find the need to CONSTANTLY REMIND ME WHAT I AM. I am mixed (black,white,american indian and asian) and yet people feel the need to ride me on the fact that I am black. I already know this, my mother is black and I see her every day. I know my races and I don't do around gloating that I am this or that, people ask me, but I am getting so fucking sick a tired of a few people riding on me about being black out of everything.
I have this friend. He is an ass but he says out of everyone he hates me the least. We have class together and talk outside of class and I don't hate him the least bit but it annoys me when he constantly goes "YOUR A BLACK PERSON". He told me he'd never sleep with me because I am black dispite the fact that I am hot which I am glad he feels this way cause he isn't my type either and the though of that makes me want to vomit as I type this. Today I was talking and he makes a comment about me and add (opps but your black!) at the end the sentence (directed to me since I was the only one there at the time that is mixed) and it's like UEDFGHJDSKFG I get it! I know it! I knew it all my life, must I have to hear it every single day????????
Another thing that pisses me off is when the asian kids at my school have to constantly remind people that THEY are asian. This one guy was playing the piano and he didn't look like he could play so I asked him if he was really playing that from memory and he goes "Yeah I am asian!" wtf does that have to do with anything? The other asian guy add that to ALL of his sentences. Cheeko couldn't read something so the guy goes "I CAN READ IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN AND I HAVE SMALL EYES!" I need to ask him why he says that after all his sentences. He'll also go "THAT IS RACIST IS IT CAUSE I AM ASIAN" everytime someone says something >_>. I really hate people like that.
We can see you. We know what you are. You don't have to remind us.
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As far as life post is concerned my wisdom tooth is driving me insane and I am going to get it removed soon. On top of that I am stressed with sewing for AUSA! and I still need to buy shit from Target + ask my dad if he will give me the money I am missing for the hotel ;A; (I saved a lot but I need to eat!. I have been using my card a bit ;A; I am sure I don't have all the money for the hotel but I was already a few bucks short anyways! He'll be here tomorrow night so I can ask him!!
Also, everyone is so into deers now it makes me want something! I really want this adorable fabric from etsy for my birthday so I can make a dress with it!
Tomorrow is Fall Festival ;A; I sort of want to stay for an hour and then leave cause I have to do stuff (like washing my hair with dish washing liquid because of a accident! oh joy!)
***EDIT: A few months ago I had a dream that my school taught a ghost hunting class but I when I woke up I laughed about it never happening....GUESS WHAT
My dreams usually always happen this way but since I think they are dreams I never pay attention to them until something really happens. It's so cool they go to haunted locations and everything!!!!! <333333333333 I love you ACC but I doubt my Grandpa would want to pay for me to learn about Ghost Hunting.
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The best cure for depression is..
Oct. 28th, 2009 | 01:17 pm
mood: disappointed
music: "Candy Line" Hitomi Takahashi
Hanging out with some of my classmates <3333
For some reason every time I complain about wanting to do something we end up doing it. Like my teacher hears me or something. I miss the first week of school where we created stuff and discussed it with my classmates it was hilarious. Today we looked at the Rolling Stone magazine and picked articles we liked and talked about why we like them. On one of them was a older gentlemen and my classmate goes "I like how he's old" LMFAO WTF XD to which I squeal "YAY OLD PEOPLE!" at one point I was laughing so hard I started crying.
Before that my friend and I were walking to class and our classmates comes out of the locker area screaming "RON'S GOT HIMSELF A HOWLER" in an english Harry Potter accent. It was so random I loled. He kept saying Harry Potter quotes in class too.
Hanging out with people in the wireless room is super fun too! I hung out with Nelson and guy I forgot his name but I tease him saying I hate him (I really don't and he knows this but it's fun to say it lol.) They introduced me to Mello Yello soda because I never had it before and apparently it's like an organism in your mouth so I bought some with Nelson. It's good but not super amazing, still I liked it. I love talking to Nelson he reminds me of someone I lost connection with a long time ago :/
That was pretty much my day. That and drawing something really pretty for my class project and planning an outfit to wear for Anime Meeting on Friday. Mine is a surprise but not really a surprise and I doubt I will bring my prop just because I already have to carry my huge art portfolio. But I might and just ditch my laptop for a day.
I'll figure it out.
For some reason every time I complain about wanting to do something we end up doing it. Like my teacher hears me or something. I miss the first week of school where we created stuff and discussed it with my classmates it was hilarious. Today we looked at the Rolling Stone magazine and picked articles we liked and talked about why we like them. On one of them was a older gentlemen and my classmate goes "I like how he's old" LMFAO WTF XD to which I squeal "YAY OLD PEOPLE!" at one point I was laughing so hard I started crying.
Before that my friend and I were walking to class and our classmates comes out of the locker area screaming "RON'S GOT HIMSELF A HOWLER" in an english Harry Potter accent. It was so random I loled. He kept saying Harry Potter quotes in class too.
Hanging out with people in the wireless room is super fun too! I hung out with Nelson and guy I forgot his name but I tease him saying I hate him (I really don't and he knows this but it's fun to say it lol.) They introduced me to Mello Yello soda because I never had it before and apparently it's like an organism in your mouth so I bought some with Nelson. It's good but not super amazing, still I liked it. I love talking to Nelson he reminds me of someone I lost connection with a long time ago :/
That was pretty much my day. That and drawing something really pretty for my class project and planning an outfit to wear for Anime Meeting on Friday. Mine is a surprise but not really a surprise and I doubt I will bring my prop just because I already have to carry my huge art portfolio. But I might and just ditch my laptop for a day.
I'll figure it out.
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ACCOMPLISHED MODE!
Oct. 27th, 2009 | 10:43 am
mood: accomplished
I registered for spring classes today~! I feel so accomplished. But FUCK next semester is going to be hell some of my classes are BACK TO BACK with like 5-10 mins to spare!. Also I have to take summer classes (probably like 3-4 classes over the summer) but I wanted to anyways.
On to the good stuff! next semester I will be taking:
Design Applications 2
Graphic Design 2
Photography 1
Computer Graphics 2
Illustration 1 (<3333333333)
English
Working hard Jenn is working hard.
This week has been meh for me. I am beyond exhausted and I have been sleeping way to early :/ Idk why I get so tired all of a sudden and because I am not my usual happy self my friend thinks its all his fault and things I hate him and don't want to be his friend. No I am just fucking tired and I really don't feel like talking to people lately. I'm also slightly borderline melancholic.
On to the good stuff! next semester I will be taking:
Design Applications 2
Graphic Design 2
Photography 1
Computer Graphics 2
Illustration 1 (<3333333333)
English
Working hard Jenn is working hard.
This week has been meh for me. I am beyond exhausted and I have been sleeping way to early :/ Idk why I get so tired all of a sudden and because I am not my usual happy self my friend thinks its all his fault and things I hate him and don't want to be his friend. No I am just fucking tired and I really don't feel like talking to people lately. I'm also slightly borderline melancholic.
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Lolita + Health day + My new BFF
Oct. 23rd, 2009 | 10:30 am
mood: accomplished
music: Gundam Seed Music
I have been really stressed out this week. I had a project due today so the only thing on my mind was finishing it and not getting scolded by my teacher. But I was also really distracted this week and I really don't think I was mentally anywhere, I just wanted to get out of class as soon as it was possible to escape. But this week wasn't really bad it was actually fun, I guess and best of all I got lolita clothes!!
( LOTS OF PICTURES!!! + I'M A MASCOT! )
NEEDS MOAR CAT!
HA HA HA!
P.S. I think my entries are more exciting with pictures, I'll try to turn this into a picture journal
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I AM SO BLOWN!
Oct. 19th, 2009 | 01:36 pm
mood: happy
I got online this morning at school and I found an e-mail from Bodyline on ebay. THE DRESS WAS SOLD OUT! So they gave me a full refund :/. I was so blown. I really wanted this dress in black but eh not much I can do. So I browsed around Bodyline for a bit. I was kind of pissed that I bought my stuff before the "Mr. Yan furious sale" and the free shipping on orders over $20 so I took advantage of both and bought the mint jsk version of the candy dress (only $25 :D yay~! cheaper than the black one). I hate how light blue looks on me and the pink version was too candy cane looking. I like the mint jsk though, it's cute I guess but I seriously have NOTHING in mint!. I'm going shopping after school tomorrow to attempt to find shoes ;A;. I am going to be making a headbow and probably picking up some mint ribbon and lace to sew onto some plain white socks (since I can't find anything I like online) Thanks Katie for the ideas!! <3 XD I might make wristcuffs too since I love them XD I can't wait to make some for my polkadot dress but SCHOOL IS KILLING ME! I have something to do every day this week XD ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
I was so blown about the dress cause I bought the black headbow with the intent of pairing it with the black dress :/ rofl.
Anyways I came home to find my Bodyline package had come~! I love it!!!! <333 the blouse fits perfectly (cept I am going to alter the sleeves because I think they are too big). I looooove the head bows~! omg ;A; they are sort of wrinkled but I love them!!!
Sorry no photos this post!! I have an English paper and then maybe an officers meeting for Anime club then sleep! I'll do a photo post on Thursday or Friday when I get my dress ^_^
P.S. I have bad luck with light. I have no light in my room and my lamp bulb died and then this new one doesn't light shit. I hate dim light. It pisses me off so much lol.
I was so blown about the dress cause I bought the black headbow with the intent of pairing it with the black dress :/ rofl.
Anyways I came home to find my Bodyline package had come~! I love it!!!! <333 the blouse fits perfectly (cept I am going to alter the sleeves because I think they are too big). I looooove the head bows~! omg ;A; they are sort of wrinkled but I love them!!!
Sorry no photos this post!! I have an English paper and then maybe an officers meeting for Anime club then sleep! I'll do a photo post on Thursday or Friday when I get my dress ^_^
P.S. I have bad luck with light. I have no light in my room and my lamp bulb died and then this new one doesn't light shit. I hate dim light. It pisses me off so much lol.
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lol, I spent way to much money last night + other shenanigans
Oct. 16th, 2009 | 02:18 pm
mood: sick
I purchased 40 Magic the Gathering cards for $20 for Elijah as a present ( I thought it was a pretty good deal and he's been wanting these cards so badly + he's getting me a present too! but I won't get mine til AUSA most likely \^o^/ ). Then I went ahead and purchased a few lolita goodies for myself that I have been eyeing!! I also got a 40" light pink wig for my Simca cosplay~! I'm hoping to finish that cosplay this weekend but I have about 3 homework assignments I need to get done! ugh!!. Anywho on to what I am currently waiting for!
( Recent buys I'm waiting to recieve )
Other shenanigans. Errr well. I was invited to a Halloween party tomorrow but I declined. Idk I sort of dislike parties with people I don't know which is retarded because people I do know are going to be there but eh idk. I don't hang out with my school friends at all really (except Laura because I feel like out of everyone we have the most in common but even then sometimes I feel like an outsider). I'm the lone wolf who sits in the corner who gets bad glances for never hanging out with anyone but I like just spending my weekends alone resting + I am using the fact that I have homework as an excuse not to go.
But I may go to the amusement park trip. I forgot what it's called but it's about an hour or something away and there having this Halloween thing like Six Flags does. It sounds like a lot of fun and I love amusement parks!! I might go but the plan is still up in the air. Idk
I'll end this with recent cute art:
I drew it because I have eaten a bag of candy corn every school day since October 1st. Which is probably the cause of my tummy being upset now. I know people say "Damn she is always sick!" but it's true. We have way too many viruses going around the campus this time of year. I keep getting these bad headaches and for the past two nights have suffered from awful stomach aches. I can't eat or drink without feeling like I can't hold it down. Stupid germ college!
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Life post
Oct. 12th, 2009 | 05:56 am
mood: ecstatic
music: birds chirping outside
Way too much has happened in the past 3 days, heres a rundown:
I didn't want to go to school on Friday. Even though I only had one class I still didn't feel like being there. I couldn't sleep the night before and mom was off on Friday so I asked her if she would stay around the school,let me present my project and then leave. So we get to my school and I run into the girl I have been wanting to talk to about creepy guy. He asked her out too and then I learned he has a 15 year old daughter >__________________>. We both were kind of wtf why do you want to date someone 5 years older than your own child! ugh but we also determined he's probably divorced.
Anyways when he came into the classroom mom took him outside and talked to him. He lied to her saying he never touched my waist but my shoulder >_> lying bitch. Mom didn't believe him and told him no never look at me, touch me, or talk to me or else she'll send the police on him for harassment. She wanted to handle the issue herself because security had questioned me and my friend but never the guy. I am a little worried because the person we both are suppose to be talking to is very "fair" and if he goes in saying he touched my shoulder and I go in saying the waist who is she really going to believe :/
I left class early because I really didn't want to be there anymore and went home with mom.
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I got my Pell Grant Check! we spent all morning setting up a bank account for online shopping and then spending some cash. I think I spent $300 on art supplies for school and some fabric and cosplay stuff. I also needed a new wallet. My old Chibi Maru one is really cute but I am sort of tired of looking at it and I wanted something more adult like (I got this long pink one so I can put stickers on it >_> sooooo adult. Sad part is mom was like "you got that so you can decorate it" >_> rofl.)
I got home and opened a new paypal account and then attempted to transfer some money to that account and got pissed because I now have to wait 3-5 days!!! UGH I wanna shop noooooooow! gonna buy some lolita and then some Magic cards for Lijah XD 40 cards for $20!!! I dunno it sounds cheap to me XD. The rest is going to Anime USA and dinner at AUSA~! we finally have money to go to a restaurant and eat a good meal! I'm excited because I am making him dress up to match my lolita dress \^o^/. It makes me emo to see cute girls dresses up with their boyfriends so I am happy to do the same with mine soon~! I just pray the dress comes in time >_> I shall be stalking my e-mail all week for that notice that the funds have transferred because that is the first thing I am buying.
I haven't chosen what to do for a headpiece though :/ there is this really cute plastic headband from Angelic Pretty I really really want! but you can't make orders from the Japanese site and then it's not on the English one. I might make a post on the sales community for it but idk kinda nervous about buying from people now a days >_>; ugh. I am thinking about making one but idk. When I know the dress is on it's way I'll start planning accessories.
Oh! another awesome thing! I am getting my hair dyed again. My brother's girlfriend dyes her hair all the time and my mom just got a new job at Sally's! mom says she want to wait at least 2 weeks before she starts buying the supplies but my brother's gf seems really excited to do my hair <3. I want to dye it all strawberry blonde ---> . Since me and Elijah are doing a couple outfit he pointed out that we won't be matching if I dye my hair ;A; (since way to many people say we look alike >_> even before we dated Matt told me I looked like him). But he's planning on cutting his hair (I think he looks cuter to me with short hair) before AUSA anyways XD. I'm so happy.
My brother and his gf are actually.......CUTE. I hung out with them Saturday night and we all when out and ate lunch on Sunday and I didn't feel grossed out or annoyed or anything >_> he acts normal with her instead of trying to be a big shot. Most times I hide in my room when his ex would come over but I actually feel comfy when she is here LOL that makes no sense. Whatever.
That's pretty much it. I'd talk about cosplay but that's another story...
Time to go back to killing time til Wednesday >o>
I didn't want to go to school on Friday. Even though I only had one class I still didn't feel like being there. I couldn't sleep the night before and mom was off on Friday so I asked her if she would stay around the school,let me present my project and then leave. So we get to my school and I run into the girl I have been wanting to talk to about creepy guy. He asked her out too and then I learned he has a 15 year old daughter >__________________>. We both were kind of wtf why do you want to date someone 5 years older than your own child! ugh but we also determined he's probably divorced.
Anyways when he came into the classroom mom took him outside and talked to him. He lied to her saying he never touched my waist but my shoulder >_> lying bitch. Mom didn't believe him and told him no never look at me, touch me, or talk to me or else she'll send the police on him for harassment. She wanted to handle the issue herself because security had questioned me and my friend but never the guy. I am a little worried because the person we both are suppose to be talking to is very "fair" and if he goes in saying he touched my shoulder and I go in saying the waist who is she really going to believe :/
I left class early because I really didn't want to be there anymore and went home with mom.
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I got my Pell Grant Check! we spent all morning setting up a bank account for online shopping and then spending some cash. I think I spent $300 on art supplies for school and some fabric and cosplay stuff. I also needed a new wallet. My old Chibi Maru one is really cute but I am sort of tired of looking at it and I wanted something more adult like (I got this long pink one so I can put stickers on it >_> sooooo adult. Sad part is mom was like "you got that so you can decorate it" >_> rofl.)
I got home and opened a new paypal account and then attempted to transfer some money to that account and got pissed because I now have to wait 3-5 days!!! UGH I wanna shop noooooooow! gonna buy some lolita and then some Magic cards for Lijah XD 40 cards for $20!!! I dunno it sounds cheap to me XD. The rest is going to Anime USA and dinner at AUSA~! we finally have money to go to a restaurant and eat a good meal! I'm excited because I am making him dress up to match my lolita dress \^o^/. It makes me emo to see cute girls dresses up with their boyfriends so I am happy to do the same with mine soon~! I just pray the dress comes in time >_> I shall be stalking my e-mail all week for that notice that the funds have transferred because that is the first thing I am buying.
I haven't chosen what to do for a headpiece though :/ there is this really cute plastic headband from Angelic Pretty I really really want! but you can't make orders from the Japanese site and then it's not on the English one. I might make a post on the sales community for it but idk kinda nervous about buying from people now a days >_>; ugh. I am thinking about making one but idk. When I know the dress is on it's way I'll start planning accessories.
Oh! another awesome thing! I am getting my hair dyed again. My brother's girlfriend dyes her hair all the time and my mom just got a new job at Sally's! mom says she want to wait at least 2 weeks before she starts buying the supplies but my brother's gf seems really excited to do my hair <3. I want to dye it all strawberry blonde ---> . Since me and Elijah are doing a couple outfit he pointed out that we won't be matching if I dye my hair ;A; (since way to many people say we look alike >_> even before we dated Matt told me I looked like him). But he's planning on cutting his hair (I think he looks cuter to me with short hair) before AUSA anyways XD. I'm so happy.
My brother and his gf are actually.......CUTE. I hung out with them Saturday night and we all when out and ate lunch on Sunday and I didn't feel grossed out or annoyed or anything >_> he acts normal with her instead of trying to be a big shot. Most times I hide in my room when his ex would come over but I actually feel comfy when she is here LOL that makes no sense. Whatever.
That's pretty much it. I'd talk about cosplay but that's another story...
Time to go back to killing time til Wednesday >o>